The cruelest place || a miraculous fanfic || DISCONTINUED

Marinette dupain-cheng deserves this

Marinette's pov

I walked back to the bakery, still processing what had happened.

Lila lied.

I lost my bestie.

My ex-crush wants me to die.

Everyone hates me.

For some reason I wasn't surprised after I'd summarised my eventful morning, because I guess I knew it would happen one day or another, where Lila ruins my life.

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I stopped by a nearby alleyway and transformed
"Tikki! Spots on!"
I used my yo-yo and pulled myself through the trapdoor on my rooftop.

I didn't feel like facing my parents now.

I have no idea what principal Damocles told them, or in fact the bullshit that Lila told him.

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I detransformed and fed tikki, the only friend in the world I had left.

I just felt like crying.

A wave of emotions surrounded me like they should of done when all this shit started.

I was drowning I'm my feelings.

The pain was enough for me to break normally.

It was a miracle I hadn't been akumatised yet.

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A few hours later
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I was lying on the floor, breathing heavily and slowly

Warm, Salty tears dripped down my face and made a slight tapping sound as they hit the floor.

"Marinette! Dinner time!" My mother called

I didn't listen, I wanted to be alone, I didn't want to face them

I heard another call for me seven minutes later

"Marinette! Come down! We're worried!"

Those last two words sparked my interest
They were......worried?
Why?

Why the hell should she be worried about a price of crap like me?

I reluctantly wiped my tears and went downstairs looking as cheerful as someone could in this situation.

They looked at me and smiled.

'Huh? Did they not find out yet?'

I was certain that principal Damocles had told them?

What was Lila playing at?

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Dinner was a fairly average meal

Nothing really happened

Afterwards I just said goodnight and went to my room and locked the door.

I heard a phone ring.

I heard them talking about me.

I sighed.

Principal Damocles had told them.

I didn't want someone to come in and see what I was about to do.

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I grabbed my box cutter and took a deep breath

For the people who need a warning before any suicidal thoughts or self harm begins im going to insert a row of dinosaurs before and after each bit occurs

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I carved the words they said to me into my skin

Fat
Ugly
Slut
Bitch
Worthless

My arms hurt, but it felt nice in a way.

I now looked down at my hideously bloody arms and thought about how ridiculous I was to believe that they were actually my friends in the first place.

Why would they want to hang around with me.

Marinette dupain-cheng deserves this.

Marinette dupain-cheng deserves to die.

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Oya oya! It's nxllla (aka nxlla.c),
This chapter hit me in the feels thoughhhhh. I need to stop reading/writing depressing fanfics. Hope yall enjoyed!
Thanks for reading!
~nxllla

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