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Epiphany (Edited)

Seokjin

I walk out of the office not saying anything to Jungkook, he is being so confusing, he looked hurt that I didn't tell New who he was, I know I need to tell him, especially now that Jungkook wants us to get to know each other better. Since I presented as an Alpha I have dreamed of the day I'd find my Omega, when I discovered Jungkook was it, I was elated and disappointed all at once, he is gorgeous and his body is oh my god, but knowing he didn't want me, hurt me and my wolf, but now he's saying he wants to try, I'm hesitant, but I have to give it a try or I will always wonder.

When I arrive back to my house, Jimin, Yoongi and New are watching a movie, he gets up and comes to hug me, "hi baby, I have to go up and shower, I'm going back to the clinic to stay with Namjoon tonight so I can monitor him." "Come, I'll help you shower", he says pulling me upstairs. We undress each other and step under the hot spray, I hold him to me, he kisses my neck and collarbone, leaving a nice dark mark on the juncture between my neck and shoulder. "New, we need to talk, let's shower and get out, I can't talk in here like this", I say starting to wash his hair.

"You are scaring me, do I want to hear what you have to say, because you don't sound happy", he says looking worried. I kiss his lips and finish rinsing us off, we step out and I hand him a towel. I wrap mine around my waist and walk into the bedroom, sitting on the bed, he throws his towel off and straddles my lap. He starts kissing me hungrily, he pushes me down and attacks my lips again, grinding his ass on my cock. I groan, wanting to be balls deep in him, he truly is the best lover I ever had, but I can't do that to him.

"New, stop please", I beg. "Babe, please just touch me", he sobs. "New", I use my Alpha voice, if I didn't, he wouldn't have stopped. He stares at me terrified but then lays his head on my chest, "Seokjin", is all he said, and I felt the tears hit my chest. "My omega wants us to get to know each other, and my wolf is not happy that I am here with you right now, I'm so sorry babe", I say rubbing his hair. "I knew this day would come, part of me was hoping it would never get here, but that's not fair to you", he says sitting up and looking at me.

"It's complicated, I don't know why he believes the things he does, he thinks Alpha's only want Omegas for breeding and bossing around, which I don't understand, his dad is the greatest Alpha ever", I say sitting up. I push New's hair off his forehead, "I have been waiting to hear those words from him so that I could then fully start my life with you, but he told me this evening that he wants us to get to know each other."

 "I'm so sorry babe, my wolf wants him, and I have to see where this goes, I'm not asking you to wait for me, but if it doesn't work out, I'd like to reconnect with you, is that totally selfish", I say taking his hand. "Seokjin, you already know I will wait for you, we will always be friends", he grabs my neck and pulls me to him kissing me, he rests his forehead on mine, "I love you, Seokjin."

Jungkook

I am sitting with my dad while he sleeps, I sent Hoseok home to get some rest and told him I would stay till Jin got back, I'm hoping we can talk since we will be somewhat alone. About 30 minutes later Seokjin walks into the clinic, puts his bag in his office and comes to check on my dad. "How long has he been asleep", he whispers. "About an hour after he ate", I sent Hoseok home to get some rest", I say noticing the brand-new hickey on my Alpha's neck and not liking it one bit.

"You can go if you are tired, I am here now", Jin says. "I was hoping we could talk", I say. "Sure, we can go into my office, I have the camera set up and all his vitals and stuff on my computer, let me make a pot of coffee, have a seat make yourself comfortable", he says walking into the kitchen area. He comes back into his office, and I can smell coffee brewing, it smells wonderful. "What do you want to talk about Jungkook", he asks bluntly. 

"I want to talk about us", I say. "There is no us, for some reason you see me as some monster, a huge asshole that wants to knock you up, keep you barefoot in my kitchen while I constantly bad mouth you and put you down, did I cover everything", he asks sounding very annoyed and angry. "I guess you have been told how I feel about Alphas and mating", I say feeling silly now that I actually said those things. 

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, I think I am just frustrated because I don't know what to do or think, I don't know how to make you see that I am not that kind of Alpha", I say sighing. "I would never force you to mate with me, I want to be with someone who loves me for me, not with someone who feels forced to be with me because destiny predicts it", he says, "Not many live by the old rules anymore Jungkook, there are ways around rejection without either of us being hurt."

"I'm sorry Jin, it's not fair to you that I stereotyped you just because of the things I've been thru, everybody who has scolded me for feeling this way has repeatedly told me that you are a perfect Alpha, and that is one reason I have been hesitant to reject you", I say playing with the hem of my shirt. "Jungkook, I am far from perfect, at least in my eyes, I can't speak for what others see", he says humbly. "I see it Alpha, ever since you have arrived, putting up with me and my immaturity", I pout. 

He laughs, "I do try to be good person, my mate will be loved and cherished, they will be worshiped and pampered, if they want to carry my pups I will be overjoyed, but I will not force someone to be pregnant if they do not want to be, if they want to work, if they want to go to school, I will stand behind them 100%", he says. He stands up from his desk, "I am going to grab coffee, would you like some." I nod, "cream and sugar please." It seems Kim Seokjin has given me a lot to think about.