You are going to have to push the baby out. I said what! But I'm only 4 months pregnant I don't think me and my baby are ready the doctor said if you don't you and the baby will die we don't have much time.I said yes. what was I supposed to do say no we can both die. I seriously can't believe that this is happening .I wish Kevin was here. then I got in a hospital dress thing then asked my mom if she could come in she got teary so did I and she said I would love too. then they wheeled me in the emergency room and I was scared shitless. I didn't know what I'd do if my baby died it the last thing I have of Kevin . then the doctor came in and said are you ready to have your baby I said I have no choice. but I was ready.
