TW- Mentions of bad relationships, Suicide,
As I look over and see the pills on my bed side table, I pick up the bottle and realize the power I have in my hands. I get up out of bed and throw the pill bottle across the room.
" I can't, I fought so hard to get out of that place, NO, Im not going back" I yelled to myself.
I began to cry and break down, as so many memories came back from past relationships,
" What if she's different, maybe she isn't like all the rest. But thats what I said about the others . she couldn't hurt me? Would she?" I thought to myself, I heard the door open
" Y/N, WHERE ARE YOU, " Helena yelled from down stairs, you were now sitting on the floor leaning against your bed. You could hear Helena running up the stairs.
" Are you okay, darling talk to me please" She sat down next to you trying to put her arm around you but you moved away
" I can't do this, My heart can't take anymore please just go i'm not going to sleep with you just so you can use me then break my heart." I tried to say, without crying, but that didn't work.
" What are you talking about, I never was going to use you, Y/N...., I want to be with you. I want us to work,I would never want to hurt you, let alone break your heart." She said sounding like she was about to cry.
" There is no us Helena,I can't do that to you trust me, i'm more complicated then you think" you said
" I don't care how complicated you are, I want YOU, I want to have a relationship with you, I don't want to hurt you, you are such a kind, beautiful, talented women I don't know why you feel different about that but you shouldn't" Helena said as tears began to stream down her face.
"I think I can love you, and that scares me because all the people I love leave" You said sitting on the bed
"I will never leave i'm here to stay and get to know you, I want to be with you darling" Helena said sitting next you.
You both sat comfortable silence, She put her arm around you pulling you in to a tight hug.
" Im sorry for running," you cried into her shoulder
She pulled away from the hug putting her hands on your checks, and said
"Don't apologize, You should get to bed, you have had a long day love. And Im not going to leave you alone tonight, do you want me to sleep in here or the room next door." She asked hoping you would say with you
" Can stay in here please?"
" OFC," Helena said getting in bed with you she turned to face you and you leaned over and kissed her, she pulled away
" Are you sure you're okay with this" she asked
" Yes, I just want to take things slow but kissing can't hurt." you began kissing her again.
You rolled over to go to bed and as you started drifting to sleep you felt her arms snake around your waste, and heard her say
" No one is ever going to hurt you again"
Your whole body relaxed in her arms, you felt like you could stay here forever. All your troubles were gone as you fell asleep.
A/N- Hope you guys like the chapter, ill update again later this week!!!! Give me ideas for what you guys want in this story.
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The Love Story Of Helena x Reader
RomanceY/N meets Helena meet at the set party for the new movie that they are filming, Y/N is a growing actress. But has many challenges being a new actress. Little did she know a new love would be coming into her life. Y/N is 29
