In Your Wildest Dreams

So why did you want to meet with me?..

You hear the faint sound of your favourite music playing, making you relax a minuscule amount as you walk toward the doorway ahead on the left.
You take deep breaths reminding yourself to keep calm & embrace this once in a lifetime experience.

Your heels click on the floor almost in rhythm with the music. Now that you have taken time to calm yourself you are taking in all of the incredible luxury of the lounge that you're walking through, trying to remember every single detail of every single second.

You take a deep breath reminding yourself once more to stay as calm as possible (as impossible as this will be)
As you are about to enter the doorway, there is a thin silk like curtain you move aside & pass through.
This is like a dream, so many senses being stimulated, you don't know how you're still standing let alone walking to meet HER.

Your heart is beating, you can feel it in your throat.
The loudening music is helping blur it.

"Hello"
You say sheepishly as you pass through the small walkway to enter the section you were directed to go.

*The music quietens slightly*

"This way darling"
you hear from a booth like seat inside  before you see her, there she is, looking like a goddess, standing then walking heading toward you hands reaching out in welcome.

She's changed out of her dress into a suit, it almost looks like the blue suit Lou wore in oceans 8.

Holy shit I can't believe this.
you think to yourself.

You walk toward one another, you mimicking her hands, reaching out toward her.
Your hands meet & all I'm one motion she brings you closer  in to place a kiss on your cheek.

"I'm so glad you came"
she says with a warmth that feels like it touches your soul

"Of course"
You reply with a smile, blushing, trying to repeat in your mind to appreciate this moment rather than panic.

Holy fuck I don't think I have legs right now. You think to yourself.

"Come take a seat sweetheart"
she says, motioning with one hand whilst holding your hand leading you toward the seat.

You take a seat but she remains standing.

"Before I sit let me get you a drink"
she says looking you straight in the eyes, you maintain eye contact, shocking yourself.

"Ahh sure, whatever you're having"
you reply with a shakey smile

She grins & spins around, doing that same hip motion from earlier & looking over her shoulder almost like she is making sure you are watching, you could swear she was doing it on purpose.

Hell of course she was.

She leans over the bar to grab two shot glasses as well as two tumbler glasses with ice, a bottle of vodka & another bottle of something, she carries them on a tray with ease & still looks  like a goddess.

She sits down.

"Vodka?"
She says with a smirk

"Sure, it will help calm me a little"
you reply with a laugh, another attempt at shaking the nerves.

"No need to be anxious dear"
she says, her cheeky smirk widening before  pouring you both a shot.

"Yeah right!"
You reply sarcastically causing her to chuckle as she hands you your shot

"Cheers"
She says, clinking your shots together before downing hers effortlessly

You follow her lead & your shot, a little spilling onto your chin, you pull a funny face.
You both smile at one another.

"Calm yet darling?"
She says as she wipes the vodka from your chin & places her hand on yours.

"Not even slightly"
you say expressively, maintaining your smile.

"Oh come on I'm not that scary am I?"
She says with a smile as she looks deep into your eyes

That stare alone seems to be enough to almost render you unconscious if you don't remember to stay calm.

"God no!
You're far from scary, just very intimidating... In a good way. It's just, *you take a breath*
I admire you so much, you've been such a influence in my life, this is incredibly surreal so I am a little in awe. Not to mention you are incredibly beautiful."
You say, shocking yourself how well you kept composed

"Oh sweetheart, I am very flattered by your kind words & there is no need to feel intimidated.
I asked to meet with you for a reason & as alluring as it is to see you squirm, I want you to feel comfortable"
she says grinning, running her tongue over her teeth as she stays holding your hand whilst her free hand pours you both a drink into the tumblers.

You take a sip of the liquid trying to calm yourself once again.

"Well I'll do my best to get comfortable."
you say
You glance at her then down at the table, you see an ash tray.
"Do you mind if I have a cigarette"

"Of coarse I don't mind, darling as much as I try to hide it I think it's known I like a cheeky ciggie"
she replies grinning & reaching into her suit jacket retrieving her own packet.

You both light a cigarette

"So, why is it that you asked to meet with me?"
You say looking at her with a curious look, drawing back on a cigarette after.

She grins at you with a suggestive grin.