Haikyuu one-shots

Iwaoi (angst)

Hey- pls be careful here there are mentions of drugs drinking self harm suicide etc
Disclaimer I in no way see these things as smthn 'romantic' ok? Ok good now ... have funnn

Oikawa POV
I wake up... sigh I wake up to another day... another dreaded day of life

Ever since my dad kicked my mom out of the house and stuff he's been seriously getting to me

He would constantly remind me of the mistake I am and how useless I was for not going to nationals

Oh god when he found out I was gay he fucking hit me and many more times after that

My life was.. was pretty shitty at school I seem like this perfect guy so happy and annoying

It sucks life sucks and every night... no not even
Every day or all the time in just thinking to myself I wanna die oh god end me please

I feel nothing.. I'm just numb.. but we're not gonna let anyone else know about that now...

Here I am it's 2 am in the morning I have a few bottles of alcohol with me that I stole from my dad's room

I have a cigarette with me and right now.. I feel so.. free

It's like I was never a piece of shit it felt great
Ahh this feels so nice I though to myself

As I just kept drinking I didn't notice someone enter my room...

It was him.. my childhood best friend.. I was I love with him ...

Iwas POV
That damn Oikawa wasn't answering his phone and for the past months he's been acting strange

So I decided to go to his house his dad was out probably hooking up with some chick I don't know

I knocked on the door but there was no answer so I get the spare key from behind the rocks and let myself in

I go up to Oikawas room to see him just there
Drinking with a cigarette in his hand... he wasn't wearing a jacket like he normally was in school...

I saw his arms.. and it terrified me.. it was full of cuts and scars almost covering his whole arm

He looked like he was hurt.. but at the same time he looked ... I don't know how to describe it..

No one's POV
'Toru.." Iwaizumi said
Oikawa looked to see his best friend standing behind him 'HEYYYY IWA-CHAN~ what you doing here?' The setter said a bit tipsy
'... what are you doing... what happened..? Toru what's... what's on your arm..?' Iwa said
Oikawa looked down at his arms 'oh these?? Pshhhh they're nothing hahahaha some are from my dad some are from the cat and some are from this piece of shit right in front of you're he waved an arm towards himself showing what he meant
'Toru.. what do you mean? You're not "shit" you're Oikawa Toru... you're out captain ... you're my friend... what the fuck are you talking about? And your arms... is that why you've been wearing sleeves these past months..?'
'Uh.. duh- I mean psh everything would probably most definitely be way and I mean WAY better without me y'know?' The setter said as he drank a bit more
'Oikawa stop fucking drinking ... and put the damn cigarette out... and why would you think that?? Everyone loves you, your fan girls, your friends... me...' Iwaizumi said
'hah I could care less about those girls all my friends hate me they find me annoying and think I have it all ... bet you're only staying with me cause I drag you along everywhere' as he was saying that he walked towards the window sitting on the ledge dangling his legs 'maybe I could just jump off right now..'

'No Toru I love you ok???? I have since we were 12 and I still do now so please take care of yourself you're not useless and please.... don't... don't leave me.. I ... I need you... don't ... please...' Iwa-chan said as he walked towards Oikawa trying to pull him back into the room