trouble maker:fred weasley love story 18+

thoughts

Tw: thoughts about eating disorders if you have problems with this topic skip this chapter and know your not alone. Btw this is my way of expressing my eating disorder. 

Ella's pov 

I woke up to faint noises "shut it you bloodly git your going to wake her poppy( ps ik it's madame pomfry that's just what ella and the twins call her) said she has to get her rest" a voice said "where am I" I said in a raspy voice  right on cue poppy came in "daring what have you been eating you look quite fragile" poppy said 

"I don't know between class,pranks,quidditch, and school work I dont have a lot of time" I said 

Lie

I just say that because I dont know how to say that I hate my body,every time i look in a mirror all i see is fat that every time the scale goes up i feel like breaking down, feeling I'm worth nothing and constantly having to pretend I'm fine that I'm confident that I'm proud when I'm not. I always have to be perfect girl thanks to my father constantly being seen as bad and evil I have had to work for everything i have but it's never enough. My step mother constantly criticising me doesn't help I just want to be normal is that so hard to ask.

" is she gonna be okay" said George thank Merlin fred wasn't here I was trying to avoid him not that the sex wasn't great or anything cause it was but that not the point.

" I'm going back to the dorm and so should you guys" I said before walking out the door and going to the dorm I said the password which was now " banana bread" stupid I know but I got in the dorm on the couch sat the one and only fredrick gideon weasley 

I tried to run to my dorm with out being seen but a hand grabbed on to my wrist" why are you ignoring me I thought everything was good between us" the fourth ginger said to be  honest  I didn't even know why something in my fucked up brain said he would care to much and catch up on my mental state so I listened. I tried to get out of his grip but two of his fingers rapped perfectly around my wrist I didn't even know how  cause I was so fat.

"I dont know fred I really dont know a-and I'm sorry if I made you feel worthless but I like you I mean I still do " i said but i got cut of with a pair if lips on mine sparks quickly fell to my stomach the taste of peppermint on my lips he kissed me fred actually kissed me. I hesitated but nonetheless I kissed back I figured his back was hurting so I went ont my tippy toes and wrapped my arms around his neck." Does this mean you will stop ignoring me" the ginger said "maybe but now  I wanna test out the puking pastys on first years" I said "whatever you want my queen" he said "wait dose that mean" I tried to say before getting cut of AGAIN.

"Ella rose black would you like to be my lovely girlfriend?" He says 

" yes yes and did I say yes" I replied  and with that fred picked me up and twirled me around. "Let's go pull that prank now shall we?" Fred said " why yes we shall" I said this was the first time i actually felt overjoyed we ran to get George and Lee Hogwarts the prankster have returned be prepared!.

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Btw I will try to make them longer.

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