Why dream had to change (true)

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I was once a deaf young girl who was always with outdoor life, playing sport my whole life, be involved with special races, won my wins ,most of all i was a soccer player most my life, until this very day we win the championship for that school it was first in history for the girl soccer to win this big tournament, my now bestfriend, girlfriend was part of the team too , we never really talked back then , i was too busy be closed with myself and angry at the world..

i was choosen to go to Washington DC for this college and contiune with my soccer life, unfortunately i got pregnant on my last year and time to go off to the next chapter of my life..that changed, i became a young mom all i could do was accept the consquences i had, i tried making my reletionship work with my child father, i was his first and a beautiful woman that many tell him how lucky he is..as i rise my child he kept going out traveling,it was all the bad doing, i loved him too much to let him go, we decide to marry in 2000 and on the very night he was jerk enough saying he wanted divorce..i was bitter inside cause i had to change my path in life, i tried to make the best of it, one toss with everyones celebrate at my wedding is what piss him off.. he changed when we married.. the funny thing is his parent pick the song for our first dance *beauty and the beast * that was so true.. i still look bad and say the song makes alot sense everyday to me now. I was the beauty and always on my knee for him, fprgicing his mistakes hos affairs. One week he broke off with me so i decide to talk with a good friend of my male, we were friends for so long and go through the same phase in life..i realized my kid is scared of him, he never holds her or tell her he loves her.he again left for 7 months his dad was dying, we my daughter snd i decide to stay with his parents , help them with his dad. .i learn to eat sleep and smile more again. It was so hard and heart breaking have to let go and know hes go to come back ask for another chances when i know i cant put me and my child through this again...his dad and my daughter were best friends, gotta watch the italian with the coffee and 12 level newspaprr reading to a 4 year old little girl.. alot good memories we hold on and was worth the stay, until it was time for him to go home to heaven, i moved in with my male bestfriend the same one who i called long time ago , we talk for year and everyday. I moved forward... to be contiune. ...