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Kate

„KATE, DINNERS READY!" my mom nearly screamed out of the kitchen.
As I arrived in the room I said „I'm not hungry"
Not something new. But I ate today, I really did. Honestly too much, but it doesn't really matter. Does anything even matter?
„Well, what did u eat today?" she disturbed my thoughts.
„I ate pretty much, I had lunch and breakfast at school." Yea, sometimes I lie about things like that, but I really have eaten today, only cause of my best ( and only ) friend.

Kinda out of breath, I locked the door. Finally.
That day was exhausting. But not more than yesterday, or the day before, or the many other days before. Everyday feels like one very long day ,wich lasts a few years. I'm tired, I'm exhausted and so fucking bored.
This hole shitty village is so boring.
My school, my family, me and my life.

That was before I met Samuel.

It was the next day at school:
While going to the bus, i thought about the fact that I haven't slept in two days and how to go though that day. Going into the school bus, I saw him. He looked so different, so strange. He didn't fit here. Not that you think I found that crazy or wrong. I was really fascinated by him.
I guess I just stared at him the hole way to school. I loved the grey shirt he was wearing, the black jacket, the baggy jeans, and his skateboard.
Some of the teachers would definitely say, he looked like he went to rob a bank, or he just looks lazy, but I think it matches.
His brown hair, the green eyes and his great sense of style.
I've never seen someone like him. I really wanted to get to know him, but I'm not good at starting conversations. I hate it. Everyone went out of the bus, me still sitting there, daydreaming what it would be like, beeing friends with him, till the busdriver said that she has to go on.
So I also went out of the bus, seeing him, walking into my school.

Everyone noticed that mysterious boy who just looks like he didn't belong here.

I guess he just felt that someone was staring at him, and that this was the cause he looked back, over his shoulder.
I was completely flashed by these wonderful eyes, as he looked weird at me.
Shit! I didn't even really regonized that he could see me..
It was so embarrassing, after 10 awkward seconds I just walked away. That's probably not the best thing u can do in this situation, but the first thing that came to my mind.
Okayy, my first lesson was biology. So I went out of the girl toilet and ran to the classroom.
A little bit late but the teacher wasn't there, good. „Hey! Katie, right?" Luke said.
If we forget the fact that, he knows me since 7 years, he was pretty close. „No Luke, it's Kate."
So we had biology, and maths..and englisch...and chemistry..and finally! Art!
These have always been my fave lessons, even though I can't draw good. I just like it because you can sit down, hear music and follow the plans of the teacher. You don't have to communicate with ppl and don't think about weird stuff, you are going to forget anyway, after the lessons are done.

We drew a landscape, as usual. I guess the teacher likes it, idk.
I went to the cafeteria, to meet my best friend, for lunch.
There he was..
again.