(Number 1 in Yoongismut Since Nov 20th 2021) WARNING !! LEMON!! MATURE CONTENT!! Plus some fluffy fluff stuff♡ Will the bad boy change for a nobody? Will the nobody finally bring peace to the bad boy?
(Hello, little BTS flowers. How I've missed you. I hope your day is going wonderful. It seems as though I've had some inspiration. I hope it brings you a smile... Oops. No *SPOILERS!*)
Waking up in your old bed. The smell of waffles in the morning. Yelling, lots of yelling. The things that made you feel at peace once again. Maybe staying here, wouldn't be such a bad thing? You couldn't deny you still felt that hole inside your heart. Something was missing. "Y/n! Breakfast. Get up from that bed of yours and come eat." Your father called out. You almost cried remembering how much you used to hate him yelling for you to come down. You got up and immediately went downstairs. Your feet dragging across the floor. You sat beside your brother. "How did you sleep, Y/n?" everyone gave you a worried expression. You smiled, "Fine? Why?" You said softly. "You were crying in your sleep. You kept saying, "Yoongi Help," You sighed and began playing around with your food. "It's nothing. I just get bad dreams sometimes. I'm sure you guys have had them?" Your sister hushed you, "No, I'm not a 4-year-old," She said stuffing her face. Your brother hugged you from the side, "I'm sorry, Y/n" Not to be horrible, but you always preferred your brother a lot more than your sister. Not that you wouldn't hesitate to save your sister if she was about to be hit by a train, but sometimes you wanted to strangle her... in a sibling way.
"Right, Y/n can you take your brother to school today? I have to take this one to her interview." Your mother ended by placing her hands on your sister's shoulders. "Mom, I don't want to work at that snobby cafe. The people there look at me weirdly." She protested. Your mom, of course, gave her that 'special' mom look and she went silent. She got up from her seat and went to get changed. "I can't wait for my friends to see how pretty my sister is!" Your brother smiled while biting down on his piece of waffle.
You were in the car hugging your brother goodbye. "Do you have your lunch?", He lifted up his bag gesturing to his lunch box. "Yep! See you later." You spotted his friends huddled in a corner waiting for him, giggling. You'd hear about that later. You drove off. Luckily your family lived close to the sea, so you decided to spend a bit of time there.
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Yoongi spent most of his time sleeping or working. He wasn't eating and the others began to worry. Jungkook wasn't doing too well either. He had been trying to call you and all his calls went to voicemail immediately. He texted you and your friends, no one knew where you went. Jungkook sat down in the lounge. He was going to say it. "Y/n is gone." The other boy's eyes widened, "What do you mean?" Yoongi was in the kitchen and could hear everything. His anger began to boil. What was Jungkooks obsession with you? At first, he assumed it was just a very close friendship, but now his gut got the better of him. He walked into the lounge. "Jungkook, don't you think you're overstepping your boundaries?" He questioned. Jungkook flashed a look of pure disgust in his direction, honestly, Jungkook always respected Yoongi, but this time he went too far. He didn't care about Y/n, he just used you over and over again. He leads you on and then broke your heart, multiple times. He had enough. "Hyung. You have literally fucked her up." Everyone was stunned by the outburst and vulgar language. "She has gone through things no girl should ever. You have hurt her so many times and you don't care because you're so selfish." Yoongi didn't respond, at all. "Are you happy now? You've broken her to the point of no return... I hope you sleep warm at night." Yoongi finally shouted at the top of his lungs, "I LOVED HER, OKAY?" Jungkook clenched his jaw, "So did I..." He said, broken. "I loved her too..." Yoongi watches Jungkook fall back onto the couch behind him. "I still do." Yoongi finished. Everyone was stunned by the sudden response. Yoongi turned around, "Where are you going?" Taehyung asked, "I'm not going anywhere" He replied and walked out.
3 weeks had passed and you decided to check your phone. Switching it one was like playing an arcade game. You noticed Jungkook had called a few times. Then you noticed somethings else, 10/04 11:57p.m "I'm sorry... for everything. I never realised how much I had hurt you."
14/04 19:37p.m "Today was quite tough. I was thinking about you again. I hope you're okay. I suck at expressing myself. I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say. Okay, bye."
16/04 7:06 a.m "Hey, again. I was listening to a song and it reminded me of you. "
17/04 3:38 a.m "I really miss you a lot. I have never felt this empty in my whole life. I can't think of anything other than you. Are you okay? Are you eating? Are you still getting nightmares? You should remember to go out for walks and try not to run too much. You aren't still in pain are you?"
24/04 2:56 a.m "I love you... I'm sorry it took me so damn long to realise that. I know you're hurting, but I promise you aren't alone, okay? I'm here if you need me."
25/04 12:08 p.m "I'm at a photo shoot. I'm so bored. I was thinking back on the time you and I baked those muffins while you still stayed with me. How are you doing? I hope you're taking care of yourself. I hope you're eating well and you're feeling a bit better."
It hurt to see that he never stopped thinking about you. You hadn't stopped thinking of him either. You couldn't help but cry. "Yoongi, I miss you too." You finally let out. Your chest ached, but the bottom line was that you couldn't be together. No matter how much he cared or loved you.
01/05 15:04p.m "hey. I am doing well. I hope you're taking care of yourself as well. I think it's best you stop texting me, Yoongi. Please, this is hard enough already."
You sent just barely. It wasn't what you wanted to send as all. You wanted to tell him how much you loved him and how much you missed him. How much you ached to hold him and have him hold you. How much you wanted to kiss him. You wanted to be with him for so long you started to smell like him.
01/05 15:10 p.m "I am so happy to hear you're doing well. Are you coming back?"
It was like he didn't even acknowledge what you said. Half of you was happy, relieved even. The other half scolded yourself and told you to stop being so soft. Suddenly, you received another message.
01/05 15:11 p.m "We can go out and chat. We don't have to be anything. It doesn't have to be a date. Just two friends spending time together. I just want you close to me again."
In a way, you could feel the pain in every letter. You could feel the sadness with every syllable. You couldn't deny that you would give anything to be close to him again. You wanted to see his big brown eyes again. You wanted to watch while he concentrated as he read. Yoongi felt the same. He wanted to watch while you pondered between vanilla or chocolate muffins. He wanted to hear you whine about how much you hate doing math. He wanted to see you do that thing you do with your nose when you're disgusted. He loved the way your small hand fit so well in his. The way you looked in your oversized shirts and wet hair. Everything about you was adorable.
01/05 15:20p.m "I'm coming back in a week."
You replied. Yoongi smiled so much his cheeks hurt. He laid down in his bed and clutched his phone so close to his chest, I'm worried his phone might not be okay. He wiggled around like a young child winning the school raffle. "I'll see you then, Y/n." He smiled and went to the kitchen to get something to eat. It was his first time feeling hungry in a while.
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