So that got me thinking about so many things and he was the only thing I would think about all I wanted to talk about was him and then I realized I think I caught feelings for him. So every day was worth living I wanted to get up every morning and look good and then when we I got to school all I would wait for was 3rd period to look at him and he would look back at me we would look straight in the eyes for one second but that was enough for me to feel butterflies his eyes are the most beautiful color they're blue like the ocean but blue like the sky in the sun. Weeks maybe months passed and this was all we did once in a while smile at each other and then we started to talk again but he would always say inappropriate stuff to me which I actually enjoyed I felt loved and I wanted him. But then COVID came and school closed I didn't get to say goodbye to him the whole summer I had thought about him I had dreams about him and the first day of 7th grade came I was hoping I'd get to see him and I did we had advisory together no other class but sadly the teacher had to be a teacher for distance learning kids so she had to leave and then we got split into different classes the whole year I still saw him in the halls and we would still look at each others eyes but it was less now. Then I finally told my friend I had feelings for him and she talked to him a lot so we would mostly talk about him that's how I came to realize I should just tell him well I did and I did it through Snapchat and your wondering what he said well he left me on delivered for 2 weeks I had apologized for what I did to him in the past and I told him I wasn't playing with him again but he still didn't care but I knew he knew because he started to act weird he would look at me more he would hold the door open for me he would go into the same class I was in just to be annoying but I got really annoyed because he got really mad when I would go to his class because I had to my teacher told me too but it was perfectly fine when he came to my class for no reason.
