Amira continues to cry and Umme-Hani with Maniha try to calm her, but they both can't because Amira's emotions are exploding, she is remembering everything that happened in the past. Those good times she spent as Hanan's best friend, yet when she expressed her feelings for him, Hanan never spoke to her again because he hates love. Amira can never forget that friendship, that was continued from childhood, which broke, only because she fell in love with Hanan. While she was crying she kept saying "H-Hani ... M-M-Mano me nahi jana puppho ke ghar bass nahi jana" Umme-Hani replies "Ha to tum na jao na. Tumhe konsa koi zabardasti le kr ja raha hai" Continue Amira "Lekin mama zabardasti le jaye ghi janti hu mein" Maniha replies "To me bat karti hu khala se ki tum meri taraf ruk jao" Amira always crying says "Mama ni mane ghi janti hu" then Umme-Hani continues "Amira tum meri taraf aa jao me bat karu ghi khala jaan se wo meri bat ko kabi mana nahi kare ghi" after these words of Umme-Hani finally Amira calmed down. Then the three girls changed and Umme-Hani with Amira began to prepare her bag because today she had to go home.
In the evening while everyone was going Umme-Hani goes to her Khala and whispers in her ear "Khala jaan please please please Amira meri taraf aa sakti hai ap please mana na krna" her Khala replies "Theek hai reh sakti hai phir me Arsal ko bejh du ghi usse lene" Umme-Hani with all happiness kisses her Khala on the cheek and hugs her.
While everyone were saying goodbye Hadi and Zayn were staring at Umme-Hani as if they both wanted to marry her.
After leaving the Mirza house, Umme-Hani finally arrives at her house.
While Umme-Hani was using her phone, Amira starts crying again so Umme-Hani approaches her and asks "Kiya hua? Ab kiyu roo rahi ho? " Amira replies "Wo sab purani baty yaad aa gaye mujhy Hanan ki"
"Amira mujhy or Maniha ko tumne kabi bhi sari bat thk se ni btaye to please ab to bta do kiya hua tah uss raat"
"Kuch nahi tah hua... Mujhy neend aa rahi hai me sone lakes hu ... Good Night Hani"
Amira was pretending to sleep, so she start thinking about everything that had happened that night, when as always Hanan and she were at her house, on the terrace, lying together, looking at the sky full of stars, that fresh air that it touched both of them. Everything was so quiet until Amira said "Hanan tumse ek bat karni hai" he replied "G boly" she continues "Hanan bohut he waqt se tumre liye ik ajeeb si feeling hai mere dil me ... Mean ke mujhy na tumse pyaar ho gaya hai .. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH HANAN" he stood up, took Amira by the hand and yelled at her, "Janti ho na k mohabbat ke nam se nafrat hai mujhe phir bhi yeh bol rahi ho. Mene kitni martaba samjaya ki kisi se mohabbat nahi karni" she responds crying "Hanan tum kisi nahi ho tum to mere cousin, mere best friend ho" he says "Tum ek first or last larki thi jisko itna close rakha apne or apni best friend bnaya, tum janti ho na mein kiya kiya kar sakta hu or kiya kiya kar chuka hu wo har larki sath jisne propose yah mujhe dhoka diya.." Then he moves the gun from her head and points it at her heart, then he starts saying "Ab dekho kiya karta hu tumre sath".
Amira cries constantly, so Hanan says "Dekho, first bat rona band karo or second bat, tum janti ho ke i hate love to phir kiyu kiya yeh" then he walks away from Amira and goes to the edge of the terrace and takes a long breath, then continues " Abse ham dono best friend nahi hai or kisi ko bhi asal wajah na btana hamari dosri tootne ki smji... Aghr btaye phir dekhna" then pointing his gun towards the exit of the terrace he says "Ab jao yaha se or yeh rona band karo".
Amira has always wondered why Hanan hates love so much and why nobody doesn't give a damn about her feelings, her two best friends are busy in their life, they never asked or tried to understand what happened with her and Hanan.
Not always everyone are happy or sad at the same time, while Amira was crying on the other side Umme-Hani was busy, busy in building her future with Hadi and Maniha was busy making Zayn fall in love with her.
In fact, Zayn and Maniha went out together to eat ice cream. In the dark of the night the two young were alone, they were holding hands, they are close, too close, they are talking. Zayn couldn't hold back anymore so he gets even closer to Maniha, she says "Aap ... Aap ... Kiya kar rahe ho" he softly replies "SHHH" then with his finger he touches Maniha's lips , she stops him and says "Z-Zayn na kary ese" he comes even closer and kisses her.
The life of the three friends contains many emotions, who knows what will happen in the future.
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Author's notes:
Assalam u Alikum precius people!!!
Here is the third chapter of Fanaa (destruction of self for love) i hope you like it please do vote and comment <3
JM
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Fanaa (destruction of self for love)
Beletrie"Na wo Beewafa hai or na me Dhokebaz hu. Buss mera naseeb beewafa nikla or uska naseeb dhokebaz." Umme-Hani said. Cover credits @LihaMirza language: urdu-english