Mark Me

The Ceramony

Hey Everybody , Welcome back i am exicted to be wrirting another chapter for you all . I also want to thank a a few readers for giving me the words of encouragement to keep writing , ive came up with so many more ideas for this story so Back to our infamous love triangle !

Koga finally released me in a Field a few miles from the village , i could see the look of anger still upon as he looked over the area inhaling the air ,  so i did what i only felt natual i pulled him to me "Koga relax" running my hands up his back i immedilty felt him relax and he embraced me even tighter as the midnight air blew around us we parted our hug and i sat down in the soft grass and slowly he sat closer to me "Kagome i am sorry for releasing my anger like that back there like that " He was apologizing ? "Koga its not your fault you have nothing to be sorry for inuyasha if can't accept this then that's his problem , However i am still holding you to your word about explaining about what kind of life is ahead of me , What does it mean exactly to be the Luna of Koga , Alpha of the demon wolf tribe ?" I said with a jokingly bow . He stared at me for a  monent as if the answer was on my face "I would love to answer that kagome , i know all about it but to experience it is something completely different.
You have spirtual powers already so only a few other things will happen your running will be a bit faster , you'll be bit stronger , you'll smell from a bit aways overall your instincts will be in over drive that's what we wolves mainly survive on is our instincts , you'll feel my emotions and i yours ; and your desire for sex will be unbearable especially during mating season" He shot a filrty look over my way making me blush from head to toe i could feel my entire body go red as he creeped over to me laying my body on the soft grass as we looked into each others eyes "I love you Kagome" slowly he was stripping me of my clothes as i melted into him with soft moans and quiet whispers while he touched me everywhere gently before making love to me under the moon , Kogas strokes were deep and meaningful he was trying to tell me something , He felt scared , But I was unsure why after we laid together in a lover's embrace I turned to him trying to read the melancholy look in his face  "Koga what was that acceptance ceremony you were talking about?" Hoping to pull him back to me and it worked  he stood up quickly and slapped his forehead "I cant believe i completely forgot! that stupid mutt threw my thinking off , Yes it takes place in 3 days wolf tribes from different Territories will gather on the mountain as well as our highest authority as we accept you into our own and then kagome we'll travel whereever you want to go , whatever you want "Will I be accepted?" Koga shifted around uncomfortably "Ofcourse"  but for now ill take you back to the hut so you may rest and in the morning we'll bid our farewells & take our leave . I was worried he didn't sound so sure of that.

So much was happening so quick i barley had time to process it , This was it , the life i agreed too with koga on our way back  i couldnt help but to think about inyuasha was he still angry ? Does he hate me ? regardless of our feelings i still considered him someone dear to me and i didn't want us on a bitter end the hut fires were in the distance and i could feel tension rising up in me , koga looped his hand in mine to remind me no matter what he was here upon entering my hut we could smell him... inyuasha was perched along the wood with shame in his eyes koga immediately stood infront of me "WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE MUTT!?" , he paid no attetion and walked up to me koga still gaurding me "Kagome can we talk?" i placed my hand on kogas shoulder letting him know it was fine "Yes,I think we should" koga turned his head at me "Ill go but I'm watching you dog" inyuasha and I headed in , for what seemed like a eternity for neither of us spoke finally he said "I deserve this , you walked beside me and i knew you loved me and i loved you which i still do but holding on to a love that was resurrected i had no room for you and that's my fault , when you disappered in the well i sat their every night thinking of all the things i should have said and all the things i shouldn't have and then you were back and still i couldn't let my pride go and show you what you meant to me and again i hurt you running off to her repeating the same mistake , i was idiotic to think you'd always wait until i was ready to man up , foolish to think you wanted to sit around in a village waiting for something that never came, and I came back to find that Koga had took hold of something that i took for granted for so long and i lashed out like a child i am so sorry kagome I never meant to hurt you . I only wish i had the courage to say this earlier but Koga is not a bad guy a intolerable one but i trust he will treat you in every way i wish i could" Inuyasha had never spoke to me like this truly from his heart . He loved me ? The way I loved him? If only I had known...
Unaware of it i had shed tears at his words "Oh inyuasha im so angry at you!" starting to really let my emotions I let all of my sorrow show "Everything could have been so different for us , Everything , I. Wouldn't have .. Shaking my words back in my mouth I knew koga was near "we made our choices and now we must dwell in them , will you stay by my side inyuasha despite your broken heart , will you stay ?  the way i stood by yours despite mine or will you abandon me ?" He placed my head on his familiar cheast and i breathed in his scent and he felt like home i was bound to Koga and i was confident I would learn to love him after all it was now my fate now  , but inyuasha would have a place in my heart that koga never would , i looked up at his face to find him looking down at me "I Will stay by your side kagome , For however long you allow it that was the silent promise we made to each other " quickly he lifted my chin and placed a light kiss on my forhead , i sucked in my breath longing to hold on to this moment although my instincts inside were screaming for koga but my heart yearned for this delicate moment of truth with him fighting against the nature I had placed on myself.