Summer Feelings (Alycia/You)

A nightmare

Alycia's POV

We were sitting on the beach, cuddling and i was brave enough to finally kiss her. I can tell you that i feel butterflies in my stomach but they shouldn't be there. After a while we stand up to walk back home because it was getting dark. On our way back it was silent but a comfortable one. When she took my hand i hesitated first but then smiled at her. Even though i shouldn't do this it felt right. I really like her.

Earlier, we saw a little kitten on the sidewalk but it wasn't there anymore so we couldn't "rescue" it. I was actually sad because i really wanted to help her or him but y/n told me that it'll be fine and that it soon will find a good home. I looked into her y/e/c eyes and i see nothing more than pure honesty.

Back home we found our families in the living room and they were watching a movie. We joined them and sat on the free couch together, me first and y/n on my lap.

"It's so cool to see you two become so close. Leone and me had a feeling and yea what should i say, good guess!!" , Paul laughed at Leone who looked at us with a huge smile.

"You look really cute together", my mom smirked and i rolled my eyes.

"Oh, come on mom!", i said a little annoyed. Y/n turned to me and started laughing too so i just smirked and kicked her off my lap. "Your fault", i laughed as i looked down to the half dying girl with her y/h/c hair.

"Fuck off, leeshy!", she chuckled, trying not to start laughing again.

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Time went by and we all decided to go to bed because it was getting really late. We went successively into the bath to make ourselves ready for the night and then said our good nights.

I wasn't really  in the mood of sleeping because i had so many thoughts of the upcoming days. What do i really feel about y/n? Could i ever be in a relationship with her? When do i have to tell my fans or especially my management about that? I only had 3 days left here in Portugal before i had to go back to work. I don't know if this is enough time to find out my real feelings. I had to figure out something. Maybe i just have to talk to y/n. Maybe she knows something or can help me. But she's probably asleep right now.

I decided to go for a little walk to clear my mind. I tried not wake up anyone and sneaked out of my room. When i went by y/n's room i heard some sobs and it sounded like someone was crying.

As soon as i entered the room i ran immediately over to her bed. Y/n was lying there, crying but i didn't think she was awake.

"Hey y/n/n, its okay. Hey, I'm here!" she opened her swollen, red eyes and looked into my direction. I pulled her up and hugged her tightly so she can cry into my shoulder.

After a while she pulled away.

"What happened?", i asked worried.

"I had a nightmare..", she said and looked down.

"Hey y/n look at me. It was just a stupid nightmare, its not real"

"But what if it will be?", she asked and was about to cry again.

"What do you mean?", i asked concerned.

"The nightmare was about my best friend. I didn't tell her that we are living in the same house and i lied to her that i haven't seen you yet. You have to know that she's a really big fan of you and when she found out that you'll be in Portugal too she freaked out and texted me like every minute if i may have seen you yet. I really don't want to loose her Alycia but I've lied to her and i don't know if she could ever forgive me." Tears were falling down her cheeks and i kissed her slightly to make her feel a little better.

"If she's really you're friend then she'll forgive you. I promise I'll be by your side and if she gets mad at you I'll talk to her, okay? Take things slowly and if you feel ready then talk to her. I'll be there"

"Thank you" she let out a sight and her tears stopped falling down. I kissed her once again and she deepened the kiss.

"Could you please stay here for the night?" i hesitated first but then nodded and lay down beside her. We cuddled for a while and soon fell asleep in each other's arms.