Summer Feelings (Alycia/You)

Everything's going to be okay

Alycia's POV

It was the last day before my departure. I know that this might be wrong but i think i have to draw a line between me and y/n. I feel something for her, thats for sure, but i have never been in a relationship with a girl so i have no idea how to handle this, especially with my fans. Besides, I'm going back to Los Angeles so we probably will never see each other again. It's for the best.

I walked to y/n's room who was reading something on her iPad and sat down next to her.

"I think i can't do this anymore"

"What do you mean?", she looked up so that her y/e/c eyes met mine.

"I mean us. Listen, i know this is stupid and i have no idea what to do so i think its for the best if we just live on and forget whatever had happened here". I saw here eyes tear up. "I'm sorry", i whispered.

"Okay". i looked at her confused."okay?"

"Yes okay Alycia," she stood up "i understand you, yes i mean its for the best right?" i saw tears falling down her cheeks.

"Y/n.."

"No Alycia, its fine!", she said and walked out of the door.

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Y/n's POV

I can't believe she just did this. I'm not sure how to feel about this. I wanna be angry, throw something against a wall. But i also just wanna cry. I went outside, walked up to the hill and sat down on my little spot in the flower field. I put out my phone and wanted to call Liv to tell her everything but then i remembered that she doesn't want to talk to me.

"Damn it!", i said and put my phone away. Maybe a little to harsh because the stones made little scratches on the display. I sighed and lay down to look up in the sky. It was a beautiful day, except for what happened with alycia.

After a few minutes i heard footsteps coming in my direction but i didn't care to look up.
Then a person lay down next to me.

"Is everything okay. Y/n?" i turned my head and looked into Ava's worried face. "I heard someone fighting and when i went up i only saw Alycia packing her things"

"Sure she did"

"Huh?"

"Everything's okay Ava, really. Could you please just let me alone?"

"You might be 2 years older than me y/n but I'm not a child and not stupid."

I sighed. "Well...Alycia and i had something... i don't know what it was but i definitely felt or feel something for her"

"Yea I've noticed that after you almost hooked up with her on the couch" , she coughed.

"Oh god.. forget that right now!"

"I wouldn't want to remember it either", she laughed. "But go on"

"Yea so today she came to me and told me that she can't do this anymore cause of idk and idc what.."

"I'm so sorry, y/n. You'll gonna fix this somehow"

"I won't. It was her decision and i don't even have her number so it's over. This whole thing was stupid anyway i mean we didn't even know each other that well and met like a week ago so what do you expect", i sighed.

"Well, i could change the number problem", she smirked. "Y/n, you'll regret this so much when we're back home"

"No, please don't interfere in this"

"Okay", she stood up. "Come on. Dinner is probably ready by now."

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Dinner went really silent and the night wasn't comfortable either. Should i really let her go like this? Well i have no other choice, right? I couldn't sleep and Alycia clearly neither because i heard her FaceTiming with one of her friends.

I stood up and went to the window. The warm summer air went through my y/h/c hair and i heard a few birds chirping, even though it was the middle of the night. I took a deep breath to enjoy this moment but then i saw a red light in the kitchen ( yes you can see the kitchen from your window because the villa has a corner haha). What the hell is that? When the view became clearer i saw some smoke rising from the window and i finally realized what it was. Fire. The kitchen was on fire.

I made my way straight to Alycia's room, not caring what we both are now but i surely know that we have to do something.

I opened her door and saw a confused Alycia sitting on her bed, in her Pyjama and talking with her phone.

"I know you probably don't want to see me right now but you have to see this", i grabbed her arm and pulled her to the window.

"Omg, there's fire!", she said. "Y/n, we have to warn the others, NOW!!"

We both ran down the stairs and met Paul who must have smelled the smoke.

"Come on kids! We have to wake up the others! HURRY!", Paul literally screamed, you could see the panic in his eyes.

We made our ways to different bedrooms and took everyone outside while my father called the fire department. Leone tried to clam down the kids who were obviously in full panic and i snatched some blankets in case anyone's freezing.

10 minutes went by and still no fire truck in sight. I looked around and noticed something.

"HOLY SHIT!"

"Y/n, what's wrong?!", Alycia asked and everyone turned to me.

"Jordan is still in the house!!", i screamed and as soon as the others could act i ran inside the fire.

"OMG Y/N WHAT ARE YOU DOING??!!", i heard Alycia screaming but i didn't care and made my way upstairs to the second floor where Jordan's bedroom is.

When i opened the door he sprang into my arms, crying and scared as hell.

"I wanna go to dad", he cried.

"I'll bring you to him", i promised and went downstairs with him in my arms. Yeah maybe i didn't thought this through because the fire reached the hallway so we couldn't get outside. Shit, what should i do now? I tried the rear entrance but the fire was there too as expected. We were captured.

I hoped for a miracle. The fire was getting closer and there was still no help in sight. From outside i could slightly hear some voices. I heard Ava who was flipping out and my dad who tried to hold Alycia away from running inside. That was all i wanted. Alycia safe. Me and Jordan were sitting on the wall tried to avoid any of the smoke but that didn't work for so long. Air became a problem and i recognized how my eyelids got heavier. Jordan was still crying and i drew circles on his back to calm him down a little.

"Everything's going to be okay", i whispered in his ear.

And then everything went black.

A/n

Yay, i finally have summer holidays haha. I promise I'll try to post more often now but i can't find any motivation to write so we'll see if this works :)
Don't forget Alycia's birthday, it's in 10 days!!!!