Venom | BTS

CHAPTER 30 | Crush

The room is frigid in temperature, your surroundings utterly edgy and eerie, yet your mind is satisfactorily entertained. You sit idly on a dusty couch along on of the walls of the warehouse's main room, flipping mindlessly through pages of a borrowed book. You immerse yourself in the fictional tale, filling your imagination with adventures of dragons, badass princesses and even cooler superpowers.

Lounging tranquilly, your feet are propped up on the couch, sprawled across it as your lengthy body's height succumbs into the cushions; to be honest, it isn't the most comfortable of furniture, but you'll take what you can get.

You haven't talked much with Jungkook since the night at the training room, and each time your remember what happened, you blush madly. You've cursed yourself time and time again for being so ridiculous, for touching him in such a manner that would suggest something greater.

Despite this, you can't exactly claim you regret it. You enjoyed the moment, and received adequate information . . No, you didn't use Jungkook, you just did what you had to. And yet, your mind buzzes with lingering guilt.

You'd discovered the truth about the Poseida: that the gun is promptly provided to a Jeon family member sometime in their middle-aged years, but Jungkook retrieved his earlier because of his natural skills and talent amongst the family. You grimace knowing the other factor — the tradition that states that whoever person the Jeon family member gifts the Poseida to, will be their future spouse.

It's so vexingly absurd that you want to throw the book on your hands across the room, and allow yourself to melt in the silence of the late evening. Your face flushes like a schoolgirl as you drop the book, simply too consumed in a flurry of embarrassing thoughts that you can't read it's contents anymore.

And his moans . . God, his whispers and weakness . .

'I'm actually going to off myself. What the fuck.'

Blowing out hot air, you fold your arms over your abdomen and stare at the large double doors serving as the warehouse's entrance. Jungkook, Yoongi, and Taehyung all left to investigate a possible lead, something that could suggest hints on the venom recently discovered — the venom they use in the experiments on the kidnapped women, the same one that contains a mysterious competent that causes W.R.A.I.T.H to extract it from snakes in the first place.

You can't deny the small butterflies that float around in your stomach when you think of Jungkook, and you're not certain if the sensation is due to the novelty of what's recently occurred between the two of you at the training room, or if it's something else. It's probably just embarrassment, regret and discomfort . . Not anything else, surely . .

You don't have a crush on Jeon Jungkook, do you?

'Yup. Totally gonna kill myself.'

It feels so abrupt, that in your one month or longer of being apart of the R.I, this is happening of all things. The butterflies. What makes it even worse is that not only is it Jungkook you've been evading, it's also Taehyung.