Cruor (JTHM x Reader)

VI ??????

This one may be a bit, boring? But whatever bc i felt like working on it.

(Start)
You were just sitting there, on Nny's couch watching TV while he was downstairs doing god-knows-what. You knew he would come back up in a couple of minutes. As according to your thoughts, 10 minutes later he walked up the stairs, his shoes making small squeaking noises.
  He plopped down next to you and stared mindlessly at the TV. You looked into his eyes to try to analyze what was happening, but there wasn't anything there. Like he had zero thoughts in his head, yet so many at once. It was like a trance. "Hey, Nny? You alright there?" You asked. He nodded his head slowly and closed his eyes while leaning his head back. After sitting there for a couple of minutes, he uttered, "Get out" to you. It took you a second to think of what he was saying, but once it got to you, you shook your head. As much as you respect his wishes, you didn't want to leave him alone. Instead, you scooted over and enveloped him in a hug, without the intention of letting go. "Hey, what the hell are you doing?" He quietly yelled.
"I'm not leaving, you're concerning me." You snapped back.
He tried struggling out, but unbeknownst to you, he pulled out a knife that was in his pocket and stabbed you in what you thought was  the arm (it wasn't). This caused you to release him and coddle your forearm instinctively.
   You were losing blood, fast. He was panicking and yelling, but you couldn't hear what he was saying.
Your vision slowly started to blur, and you could no longer hear. You managed to softly whisper through the pain, "w-what the fuck?"
The last thing you felt was a cloth going over your face as you took in a big amount of air.
  Then you were out cold.
            Nny's POV.         
I can't believe it. I just stabbed (Y/N). Why did I do that?! It was so confusing, I see (Y/N) lying on the ground crying and holding her wound, but my heart is swelling? Why? It feels horrible seeing them like this, so I grabbed a tablecloth that had leftover chloroform on it, and put it over their mouth.
   It's been 5 minutes since I stabbed them. I just can't stop looking at them, it just hurts so much. I sighed and picked up (Y/N), setting them on the sofa. I walked to the bathroom and grabbed bacine and some bandages, and went back to them. I didn't want to do this, as I pulled the knife out of their side while gasping. It was almost two inches deep in their arm, too close to the bone. I quickly poured a shit ton of the disinfectant on there and held down the cut with a wet rag.
   The bandages are on their cut, I sighed yet again and sat down next to them. I hated this, I hurt everyone that I have good feelings for. God, I can't even die and rid the world of myself. I look over and see that their breathing is starting to stabilize, which is a good sign. Oh god they're going to hate me after this, they're going to completely abandon me, and tell everyone how wacky they think I am. I don't want to have to kill them, I enjoy their company. They make me feel less alone in this world, even if we don't have serious talks.
   I walk downstairs, maybe torturing some dickheads will help me clear my thoughts.
         No one's pov.  
As you sat there, on a dirt ridden sofa, the life slowly draining out of you, as well as the blood draining out of your arm which had puddled in the floor. Nny had retreated downstairs to clear his mind and feed the walls, the screams could already be heard.
   You had entered a blissful dream, it was nice, something new. But something felt off.

Yo, your best or worst dude here. This chapter is especially short bc I have big plans for the next one! I hate doing this but it's gotta happen, i can't keep Nny all tranquil unlike the nut he actually is. ALSO, if i don't update for a while it either means I am grounded or just not feeling it, i have family problems 24/7 so that doesn't help. I am so fucked. Tell me any suggestions, requests, corrections or whatever you guys come up with! I would appreciate it and possibly take back the frog brains thing.