thai bl oneshots (on-going)

insecure (kristsingto)

heads up this is going to be about being insecure about your body, so please dont read if you are uncomfortable. i will admit im going thru this myself as of right now but i'll get over it just kinda need a way to express this so im going to write about it how it actually works in my mind. okay sorry for going on anyways lets get started hm?

Singto smiled walking around the Mall seeing couples happy together, he wasnt there with anyone but he was shopping for Krist since he decided to suprise him with some really nice shoes. he walked into a jewelry store looking at the braclets seeing some he liked himself and nearly bought but had to remember that he was there for Krist and not himself. as he was looking at them one of the workers came up to him looking at what he was looking at ''can i see your wrist sir?'' they asked with Singto giving them his wrist, they examined it before making a sour face ''these wont fit your fat wrist'' they said with singto looking at them raising an eyebrow ''im not shopping for myself and i'd like this one'' he said ignoring the comment about his wrist. they nodded packaging it up for him. he quickly paid without saying another word in the store. he smiled at the braclet seeing how Krist would like it , then he glanced at his wrist looking at it going to his car, he didnt think he was fat or overweight at all, he liked his body. he never looked in a mirror to see himself before but he was fine with that. he wasnt paying attention as he was still looking at his wrist when he heard ''hurry up fatass!'' as he turned to look he seen a car trying to get by honking its horn at Singto, he quickly got off the road getting into his car sighing. ''they must be having a bad day, it wont ruin mine, i got my boyfriend a really nice braclet and even got to eat some fantastic ice cream.'' he said to himself getting ready to leave the parking lot and go home. Krist had texted him while in the store which he didnt notice until now it said 'hey Sing, mind picking up something for us to eat, also we have the Our Skyy cast coming over tonight so by extra too please. ill send you money when you text back''. He smiled reading the text thinking of what to get everyone, he was craving some Pad Krapow Moo Saap so he could just get like three or four things of that. he started driving to the place where he usually gets Pad Krapow Moo Saap for himself. he parked across the street going across with a smile on his face. as he got to the til the lady smiled at him ''what would you like today?'' she asked with Singto responded with ''uh can I get four Pad Krapow Moo Saap, and a sprite?'' he said with the lady giving him a weird look mumbling to herself ''he doesnt want more? seems like he would''. Singto heard that but let it slide paying for it and waiting on the side letting others get their food. once he got his he thanked the lady before walking out to the street. he got to his car with no problem and put the food down carefully and started driving back to the house. he thought about the comments people made to him today ''im not gaining weight am i? do my fans think ive gained anything or no?, ill check when i get home'' he said as he drove. after 15 minutes he got home and was happy to be home. he took the food inside along with the gift for Krist but kept it in his pocket and planned to give it to him after everyone left. when he opened the door he seen a few extra pairs of shoes seeing that people were already here. he walked in seeing everyone smiling before putting the food in the kitchen going to them ''Singto! hi'' Tay said with everyone else joining in and saying hello. He said hey to everyone before sitting with Krist. he kept thinking of all the things people said about him zoning out for a good couple minutes. ''Singto? are you okay?'' Gun asked snapping Singto out of his thoughts he saw Gun looking at him ''huh? yeah im fine just thinking'' he said making Gun nod slowly before going back to listening to what Drake and Chimon were saying. Singto looked at them hearing the things they were saying was making him honestly more confused than normal. ''so then we think if we all do very well this year we could get another series together'' Chimon said with Drake nodding. the other boys were just as lost as singto was. ''hey did you bring food?'' Krist asked with Singto nodding getting up ''ill bring the food here'' he said getting up going to the kitchen and bringing the food back to everyone before turning back and grabbing the drinks and utensils. New had already opened one of the boxes about to eat with his fingers. he put the utensils down and put the case of pop/soda (whatever tf you call it). then excused himself to the bathroom where he stood there for a good five minutes looking at his figure, he opened one of his instagram posts and looked thru the comments seeing that some people were saying that he looked fat or how its cute that he gained weight. he sighed going out of the bathroom hearing Off ask where he was. he sat down looking at everyone eat the food. he took maybe 2 bites before watching everyone eat. after a good three hours they started leaving in pairs. Tay New stayed the longest but when they left Singto finally had the chance to give Krist the bracelet. ''Kit come here please'' he said as he was in the bedroom ''let me finish cleaning up first Sing, be there in 5 minutes'' Krist said with Singto nodding to himself before grabbing the bracelet holding it up to his wrist seeing that his wrist was slightly bigger than the braclet. he let out a soft chuckle before looking at the door seeing Krist was about to come in, he quickly put the braclet back into the box putting it behind him. ''what did you need Sing?'' Krist said going next to him Singto smiled a little bit ''i uh i got you something'' he said pulling out the box. Krist grabbed the box slowly opening it seeing the braclet. he smiled at Singto then looked at him ''this is so nice Sing, i love it'' Krist said with Singto smiled nodding slowly. Krist put it on smiling looking at it around his wrist ''did you try it on? it would look good on you too Sing'' he asked with Singto shake his head ''it wouldnt fit my wrist is too fat'' he said making Krist look at him as if hes crazy ''your wrist is smaller than mine! it wouldve easily fit yours'' Singto shook his head looking at him ''its too fat the worker even said so'' ''you are thinner than me you have the perfect body'' Singto shook his head again making Krist nearly slap him. ''is that why you didnt eat much early?'' he asked with Singto nodding slowly resting his head on Krists shoulder ''singto why do you think you gained weight?'' ''beacuse..people said that i did plus i got called fat today four times'' Singto mumbled. Krist held onto the others hand kissing it softly ''dont listen to them, you have been working out and toned yourself and became one of the best versions of yourself and you let some nobodies get to you?'' he said making Singto feel alittle bit better..

okay so im ending it here i probably wont make a part 2 this is a difficult topic for me to write about since i deal with body issues myself, if i do make a part 2 it wont be the good so epic okay thank you for reading this chapter