This life is OURS ❤

Chapter 6: Realization

Den's POV
It's monday morning, and realizing stuffs, I don't know kung bakit nagiging cold ako kay ysh, she's smart naman, she's top 1 before, siguro nadidisappoint lang ako kasi now rank 3 nalang siya, hindi kaya kasalanan din namin kung bakit bumababa grades niya? maybe she's affected of our situation na, I'm at my clinic by the way, and siguro din lack of time I should be the one teaching her to her studies, pero busy kasi laging on duty, what kind of parents are we, si Mycs busy na sa business, every weekend wala pa, tapos kahapon nasira pa family day namin, I think I need to change my sched. or kaming dalawa ni mycs we should have a family day out at least once or twice a week, and lessen the fight narin siguro, kung di maiiwasan saaming dalawa nalang siguro para hindi maapektuhan mga bata, by the way guys, Where on our way mycs' picked me up.
"mmm....love, let's go pick ysh up na" i looked at him while he's driving
"sige love, ready ka na ba?" he asked
"what do you mean by ready?" i asked
"are you ready to be her mom? are WE *emphasizes* ready to be her parents?" he asked
"hhmmm... i guess, now understand na, i realized everything na, she's really affected, her grades are getting lower, and I think we must have our family day out once or twice a week, we need to revised our schedules, and we should be going home early than before, I will change my clinic hours, you what are your plans?" i explained
"great idea but hindi lang yun, dapat we should keep them in touch yung walang secrets, or kahit saating dalawa" wow mycs sayo pa talaga galing yan hahaha
"hahaha great idea from YOU pa, note to self ba yan?" i kidd around
"hahaha maybe? lol, we must pick eli up, we should have a family dinner, nasira kagabi eh" he insist
"nangangamoy ba?" i asked
"huh?! what?!" confused na tanong niya
"eh diba pag ang pagkain pag nasira nangangamoy? haha" kden last mo na haha
"oh why so corny?! panis kasi yun!" haha yun lang we picked eli and we go to Antonio's residence
as we enter the house.
"yaya, asan si mama at ysh?" mycs' asked
"sir, nasa kwarto po sila" yaya
"ok thanks, si daddy at ate acy?" he added
"si ma'am acy po natutulog kakauwi lang si sir po hindi pa po nakakauwi" yaya said
"okay thanks yaya" we head to the room na when we saw the door is open mama and ysh's telling stories
"shhh love" i said to mycs saying we should've not enter. we just listen, mom's teaching ysh to her homework.
"you know what lola, they never taught me like you do, i wish i was just a baby" ysh said with a sad voice
"why naman apo?" mom said while holding ysh's hair
"kasi before lola, mom loves me pa, she's combing my hair, preparing my things, bringing me milk and telling stories everynight, but that changed when she started working, you know what lola I hate mommy and daddy's job" ugh, full of innocence, sorry baby.
"Why naman? you should've not, dahil for you and eli naman yung ginagawa nila, you know what, they work hard for your future, anong kakainin niyo pag wala na silang work? wala na kayong house, wala kanang milk, wala kanang dolls, and most especially you will not attend school na" mom said
"really lola?! that's bad, but lola why people need money that much?" innocent question from a 8 years old
"yes apo, you should understand that they strive hard to give you a better life, you want to live under the bridge ba?" mom asked
"no lola, that smells nasty" ysh said
"oh, you should've love mommy and daddy's job, okay?" mom
"yes lola, from now on I'm going to love their job, but i wish they will also love eachother 😔" ysh
"ysh, they love eachother, people fight for a reason, you're not in this world If they don't love eachother, you and eli are the product of their love, you're too young to understand their fights, what you did last night was wrong, you should've not raising your voice to them" mom
"sorry lola, I just want them to stop fighting, mom hates me 😔" ysh
"she lov...." mom, but she stopped when i enter the room and said
"that's not true baby, mommy loves you" i said
"m...m...mom?! d...d...dad?!" ysh
"yes baby we love you, you and eli" mycs
"ateeee, i mith yewwwwwww 😘" ugh best buddies i miss ten tuloy.
"miss you too little sis" ysh
"come eli, wowa will give you something, we should let them talk" mom said as they head their way out of the room and they locked the door. we sat on the sides of the bed, ysh is in the middle.
"baby, never think that way again, i love you, we love you, and we love eachother" i said and mycs held my hand
"that doesn't show mommy 😔" ysh
"baby, everything has not made to be shown, like love, maybe we can't see it but we can feel it" mycs
"baby, forgive us, i know you're nagtatampo 'cause we're so busy na, and we always fight pa, but baby that doesn't mean we don't love each other and we don't love you, we fight because of misconception and misunderstandings, you'll know why when you grow up, about our job, don't worry, me and daddy we'll revise our schedules" i explained
"really mommy? daddy? 😃" ysh
"yes baby" me and mycs
"you know what baby, before you came, we always fight din, because we love each other, ayaw naming may napapasama 'cause we care for each other, kaya don't get mad if binabawalan ka namin minsan it's for your own good naman" mycs
"yes daddy, i understand" ysh
"you know what, we've waited for you, for soooo long, then when you came, We are the happiest parents in the world, kasi sa haba ng pinagdaanan namin ni mommy mo, heto parin kami magkasama, you're the reason why we're still together, you and eli, nasa tummy ka palang ni mommy excited na akong makita ka, how you look, who do you look like" mycs
" we fight pa nun, kasi i said i look like you but daddy won, 'cause you really look like him, when you're in my tummy, I am the happiest mom, I miss na nga yung mga kicks mo eh, the first time i knew I was pregnant, mixed emotions kasi naisip ko magiging mabuting mom kaya ako?" i said
"yes love, you are" mycs
"hehe thanks love, yun nga masaya ako at the same time kasi our love for eachother is nag bunga na, finally, we really thought we will never find each other again, we seperated ways kasi, but God is really amazing, he built that one way for us to meet, and when I brought you out of this world, is the best thing I have done, you'll never know how precious you are, kahit nahirapan ako, kahit na I almost die, mapakita ko lang sayo how beautiful living is, I will do, even If I'll die pa, like your tita ninang ten, she's my best buddy, she died because she brought rex out of this world to experience living to this beautiful creations of God, kahit na kinamatay niya, dahil ganun namin kayo ka love, never think that I hate you, no baby, no mom would've hated her child, especially pa na you're made by our love for each other, we will not get married if we don't love each other" hooo novel.
"mom's right baby, someday baby, you will understand everything, mom gets mad sometimes because she's disappointed, 'cause she's expecting better from you, my princess your grades are getting lower, that's one of the reason why mom is scolding you, and when it comes to eli you should be the one teaching her 'cause your the ate, she's only 5, she's going to school also next year, and you should teach her diba? idol ka niya so be her inspiration" mycs
"yes daddy" ysh
"can we go home na baby?" i asked
"yes mom 😄" she said
"can i get a hug?" i added with a sweet voice while spreading my hands wide she stood up and hugged me
"what about me? 😔" mycs
"you're so seloso naman love hehe" i said
"haha of course daddy" she hugged us.
"i love you mommy and daddy, sorry for my imperfections" she continue
"baby, no one's perfect, we may not be a perfect family but we are the best, aren't we?!" i said 😁
"of course we are, team Antonio forever, now i understand, it should be progress not perfection" ysh. woah witty.
"mana talaga kay mommy ang smart naman my baby" i said
"saakin din syempre" mycs
"ayun peanut bitter and jelly nanaman 😄" i said
"haha mana sainyong dalawa syempre, I am made by your love eh" ysh
"mana nga sayo" mycs
"why naman?" me
"conyo eh hahahaha" mycs 😒
"hoy, you are conyo din naman kayaaaa" i said
"oo na po, i know love, oopppsss hahahaha" mycs
"see? see. hahahaha" i claim
"hahaha we are the conyo family!!! hahahaha" ysh
we just laughed so hard.
"ang saya niyo ah" mom, dad and eli enters the room
"ay haha, si mycs po kasi" i said
"oh why me?" mycs
"conyooooo" ysh and me
"😅" mycs
"loloooooo" ysh ran towards daddy
"hi apo, okay na you?" daddy
"dad?! haha ang jeje mo hahaha" mycs
"haha yes lolo I'm going home na po" ysh
"okay apo be a good girl okay?" daddy
"yes lolo, bye lolo bye lola" ysh

after that goodbyes we hit the road na.

@ car
"Where do you want to go my princesses?" mycs
"Sambo! sambo! sambo!" ysh and i
"hahaha at sabay pa talaga kayo" mycs
"tambo! tambo! tambo!" eli hahaha bulol parin wala siyang "s"
"what tambo baby?! walis tambo?" hahahaha mycs please
"daddy you're tow mean" eli
"love hahaha" i said while laughing (obviously)
"love you baby hahaha" soundtrippin' 'til we reach sambo na. we ate lang and kwentuhan about their day and the past days, moments worth treasuring for 😍❤️ i love my famILY ❤️ #TeamAntonio 💙💚👪👭💑