Promised vows

Chapter 7 (truth)

HIII guys this chapter talks about abuse, self harm, abandonment, ed, panic attacks

TW: 𝙎𝙀𝙇𝙁 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈, 𝘼𝘽𝙐𝙎𝙀, 𝘼𝘽𝘼𝙉𝘿𝙊𝙉𝙈𝙀𝙉𝙏,𝙀𝘿, 𝙋𝘼𝙉𝙄𝘾 𝘼𝙏𝙏𝘼𝘾𝙆𝙎

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𝗚𝗲𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃

i will tell Dream the truth today i just hope he doesn't leave me i hope he doesn't change his perspective of me, i want him to know i can't keep it a secret, he's been worried for my panic attacks and i want him to know why

He has also told me a lot about himself and i haven't, i know a lot about him but he doesn't know a lot about me

whatever happens, if he leaves me i just really need to prepare myself for the things that might happen.

𝗡𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃

Dream and George were on the sofa chilling watching some sports news

"Dream" George said in a serious yet calming tone

"yes love" Dream said worrying

"it's time" George said

"time for what?" Dream asked

"to know my past" George said confident tone

"ok, but know tell them to where your comfortable"

"ok, but first can we cuddle while i tell the story?" George asked

"yes ofcouse my love" Dream said

George proceeds to tell Dream about his family

"well the reason why you never met my parents was because they died in car crash when i was 11 then i got sent to foster homes to foster homes and they were all abusive, and i wouldn't eat since they would body shame me, some of the scars that you saw on my body mostly the thighs were from them"

George said while trying to hold back tears in his eyes but failed miserably

Dream was in shock he held George tighter into his arms

"love i'm so sorry that happened, i really am, please don't starve yourself please, i love you and i vow to protect you, i'm sorry to hear about your parents, but those people in the foster homes suck they can burn to hell"

Dream said while kissing George on the forehead

"i started to hurt myself...because people would make fun of me, and my ex bf only used me, he made me feel worthless, i got a job to buy an a little apartment, but they would hurt me and leave bruises, i wouldn't eat cause they didn't like me for the way i am, and i'd normally get bullied because it's a little harder to see colors correctly, i get panic attacks often because of the memories...and i'm really sorry you have to deal with that and me..."

George said sobbing into Dreams chest

𝗚𝗲𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃

god i really told him everything about me, i hope he doesn't leave if he does then i don't know what to do i'm just here sobbing into his arms

"Love" he said to me concerning

"i-i-i'm sorry" i said back muffling into his hoodie

"don't be, i want you to know that your body is beautiful, and it's perfect, i'm sorry people treated you like shit. im sorry that your ex bf made you feel like that. im sorry that your co workers did you dirty

but baby im so proud of you, im proud you got up and you are very strong never forget that i'm proud of you love no matter what everything about you is just perfect and beautiful ok please don't forget your worth, my love i will protect you, give you respect, i vow to make you feel worthy and special"

he said with tears in his eyes, me leaning in for a kiss, he gave me this hug it was a protective hug, ive never seen this side of him yes usually he's soft, but i've never seen him this soft towards anyone nor to me.

he hugged me, i was sobbing in his arms, i felt bad because i was getting his hoodie wet with my salty tears

"love" i said

"yes?" he said back

"i'm sorry for ruining your sweatshirt now it has my dirty salty tears" i said to him still sobbing

"love don't be, this is just $5 but you are priceless" he said back reassuring me

"are you sure ?" i asked feeling guilty

"yes i am sure" he said reassuringly

i fell asleep on his chest with dried tears since i was so exhausted with crying

𝗗𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃

he was asleep in my arms.

i removed his dried tears from his face, seeing him in so much pain broke my heart.

i felt sorry for George he had to go thru all of that and i didn't know i'm glad he told me, i felt so broken when i heard why he was hurting himself beacuse he felt useless and worthless because of his ex bf goddamn if i spent a good minute with that man and not have to be charge for any criminal activity oh the things i would be able to do

his parents, died at such young age and George had to lose them at a young age and had to go to foster homes that never treated him right

this boy is so strong he's been thru hell, i'm so very proud that he's a fighter if i was in his place i would've given up but he faught and i'm grateful for him and that he's here

i cradled him into my arms

"i love you my colorblind boy" i said before sleeping beside him

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hey guys i just wanna say thank you to everyone reading it means a lot to me ❤ please take care of yourselves