I'm Only Yours

A Visit

“Hi honey, how was your day?” My mother said as if she was the happiest person on earth. Lies. She’s so cranky that she over rules Grumpy in the 7 dwarves. “Fine, but there was this guy that sits next to me in English” I squealed. She just nodded.  I went upstairs to my room and saw my brat of a brother sitting on my bed picking his belly button. He is an odd child. “Get out of my room. Now.” I said to his face. He made some sort of sound and left my room.

So Blake lives beside me… Hmm. I think inside me I was about to explode with excitement but I couldn’t freak out because I found out that Blake’s window to his room is right next to mine. I know this because I saw him changing. I’m never mentioning that, never again, to anyone. Only my best friend. Ha-ha. “LUUXX DINNER IS READDYYYYY!!!!!!” My mother yelled from downstairs. Sadly, I’m not even hungry and I smell spaghetti… I love spaghetti. I walked down stairs to the kitchen to talk to my mom.  “I’m not hungry though mom. Can I just eat later?” I asked. “Fine, just make sure you eat though, ok?” she confirmed. I nodded and head back up to my room.

 “AAHHHHHHHH!!!” I screamed. “Hi” Blake said sitting on my bed. “What the hell are you doing in my room?!?!” I asked him urgently. “Well, I came to say hi.” He laughed. “Hi.” I said back to him awkwardly. We talked about a lot of stuff. He said he was originally from Toronto but his parents had to move to Ottawa for work. He was home alone after school most of the time because his parents were working. They’re workaholics. I told him about me and a bit about the town. I would figure he already knew a bit about our town, but since he lives here now I thought it was reasonable to obviously tell him what goes on.

He left about an hour later once my mom started yelling “ARE YOU TALKING TO YOURSELF AGAIN!? I DON’T WANNA PUT YOU IN COUNCELING, SO SHUT UP.”

 “Mom, I’m just talking on the phone!!”

“GOOD.”

I was lying in bed thinking about one of the things he told me. It ran through my head constantly.

‘I used to be abused. So my foster parents adopted me.’

Again. And again. And again. And again.

It’s just stuck.

Blake’s P.O.V

I guess that was kinda weird what I did. Sneaking into my friend’s house… Is she my friend? Yeah, she is.

I’m thinking about what we talked about. It was a risk to tell her about my abusive past. I’ve never told that to anyone else except the people that have to know about it, like my foster parents. I guess I’m just comfortable around her. I like her.

I like Lux.

Lux’s P.O.V

I woke up with the sun in my face at 11:54AM on Saturday morning. I love the weekend. I can be lazy, watch TV all day & my favourite, dress in sweatpants. Sweet, sweet sweatpants.

Suddenly my phone buzzed.

Blake- Wanna hang out today?

Me- Sure. I’ll be at your house in an hour k?

Blake- k ;)

A winkey face? That’s cute, but I thought that meant that the guy likes you. Ha-ha, no what am I thinking? Someone that hot obviously has a girlfriend.

*Sigh* I guess I wouldn’t get my comfy sweatpants day, but I get to hang out with a friend.  

So I put on my normal makeup and wore my hair the way I always do. Lightly teased.

I wore my white ripped skinny jeans with my varsity jacket and a tank top underneath.

Feeling confident with my choice of clothing I walked to the brick house beside mine where Blake lived.

Knock.

Knock.

Knock.

“Hi Lux!!” He squealed happily, and he hugged me. He was warm.

Is that a six pack I feel against my stomach??

“Yes it is” Blake said with a cocky smile.

“Oh my god. I said that out loud?”

“Yes you did.”

“Crap”

“Well you wanna keep standing outside?”

Blake guided me inside the house and brought me to their couch in the living room. They had a nice cozy feeling in their house, I liked it.

“So , do you wanna go to the mall or the movies or something?” I asked his curiously.

“A movie’s good.” He said with a handsome smile forming on his soft lips.

I wanted to kiss them.

Badly. 

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Hope you guys liked this chapter. The picture on the side is a picture of Blake. ;]