Bianca lay down in the grass taking in everything around her. The moonlight, nature's song softly humming in her ears, the darkness swallowing her... she shivered and pulled her sweater closer to her, it wasn't cold at all, but Bianca felt cold..she knew why too, she had felt cold ever since she could remember. The coldness didn't come from the temperature outside, no matter how cold it was Bianca never felt it. The coldness she felt came from within..the coldness, she gathered, came from being lonely, and she had always felt alone so the coldness always remained.
She closed her eyes and tried to ignore her thoughts and focused on the beating of her heart. "Thump, thump, thump, thump" ...she breathed in slowly and whispered to the beat of her heart, "Why...'thump'...am...'thump'...here... 'thump'...who...'thump'...am... 'thump'... I"
She suddenly sat up quickly, and looked around. She swore she could have heard something behind her, her heart was racing as she stood up and tried to see what was there.
"Must have been a squirrel."
She whispered hopefully, then glanced slowly down at her small silver watch,
"fifteen minutes more.."
she said, her voice catching.. she closed her eyes for the last time before leaving as she took a deep breath and whispered,
"you can do this Bianca, it's just school"
she pulled on the sleeve of her gray sweater and raised her hand to wipe the tears that were silently falling down her cheeks and running down her chin, but she stopped.. she started running as fast as she could down the street that led to her small house, and let the tears stream down her face uncontrollably.
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Bianca shut the front door of her house as quietly as she could as she tried not to make noise with her worn out black converse. She snuck up the stairs to her room and dropped herself onto her bed and shut her eyes, her heart racing and breathing short, quick breaths from running home. She sighed and suddenly her alarm clock went off,
"Beep, beep, beep-"
"Not a moment to soon" she said relieved as she rubbed her face and headed to the bathroom and slammed the door shut.
"Bianca shut up we are still sleeping!" Her brother yelled, Bianca sighed annoyingly and pushed her black headphones into her ears and blasted the music, downing everything around her,
"Thank God for music" she mumble as she put on her backpack and headed out the door.
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Authors note:
This is kinda based of The Mortal Instruments and The Infernal Devices so yeah I hope you like it and you will see how it relates to those series in the next few chapters.
I'll try to update daily, and yeah just give it a read I guess (:
Thx so much.!
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Teen FictionShe's sixteen and her life is a mystery, she doesn't know who she is or why she is here, all she knows is that she's the new girl at school. She meets a mysterious guy who might have the answer to the question she's been waiting for.. "Bianca, do...
