I hope you're watching me
That you're looking from above and that I've done you proud
Because one of this means anything if you're not
You're on the verge of 21. You can drink at a bar. You can open up your own bank account. You're almost graduating. You're progressing in life, or atleast you're progressing in the manner that you should be.
21 years with no purpose, and you'll struggle to find one now or any time later because would you even be here by then? And what do you even classify as "later"? You're not going to make it any further.
You move in life with their hopes because as the huge load on their shoulders, they have the right to feel proud of the being they've invested in. They don't realize that you are a waste of skin and blood because they choose to believe in you and commit to that mistake. So
You move in life with their hopes because you know where they came from and you know that they are genuine and you know that they have lived believing in their own purposes. They deserve somebody to put their hopes on to and you have to be that person. So
You move in life with their hopes because you're only here for them. You serve no purpose of your own and you don't deserve one anyways. Someone like you should not have made it this far anyways. You're still around but you'll remain as pathetic anyways. So
You move in life with their hopes because...
That's how it should be.
