alpha's daughter

👽part:6👽

⚠️ attempted suicide⚠️

When I get there I'm met with Mark and his friends sitting down on the couch smoking a joint. I walk in and he hands me a pre roll. There were shots and beers on the table so I had some. I felt it burn the back if my throat as I go's down. I drink,smoke a little more then get ready to leave.

As I stumble out the door I hear "Hey Kayla" mark Called before I leave I turn around and he has some weed in a bag for me "here take this my shout" he says "t-thanks mark" I said patting his shoulder.i our it in my bag then leave.

I'm wobbling down the very familiar track when I get the sudden erdge to pee. I wobble behind a bush and pop a squat(😆) . I'm midway through the pee when I hear a pattern of about 30 paws hitting the dirt floor. I look up and see the very same wolf from the other night I know this because the eyes are as white as snow and there like tearing into your soul. It perks it's head up I think "oh shit it heard me I'm gonna die mother I hate you Billie I have a raging crush on you and mum i'm  fucking gayyyyy so suck my dick you were right". When I look back I see it was leaving I let out a sigh pulling my pants up then walking down from behind the bush trying not to slip you wanna know what I fucking did I mother fucking fell.

I lay there for a while trying to stop everything from spinning but it doesn't. I soon feel a presence above me I look up and it's him/her I don't know I look down and see a shlong. It stares intensely at me then smells me pulling a face arfter.

Arfter that everything was a big fat blur.

Then boom I wake up in my bed diffrent cloths and I look like trash. I get out of bed with a bad ass head ache already knowing imma not go to school. I walk to my walk in closet and grab

These to wear in bed for the day and Mabey around the house. My OCD plays up so even if I feel sick as hell I clean like a mad cat lady. I walk to my barth room witch is across from my room.

I have Mabey a quick 10 minute shower than get out putting my cloths on. Then I remembered I forgot to text Billie this morning.we have this thing were we text each other everymorning and check up on both of us.

My thoughts started coming in

What If she thinks it's anoying.

Mabey don't she probably doesn't like it

Leave her alone she has better things to do than put up with your worthless self

Mabey if you were to cu-

I stoped thinking not wanting to self harm again and get hurt by my mother again. I walk out of the shower area and head to the kitchen making some coffee and getting an Advil for my head ache. I eat my food then finish my coffee the start cleaning.

🎵Billie's pov🎵

I wake up the next morning already expecting a text from Kayla but nothing was there I sigh then get out of bed walking into the Barth room with cloths

I shower walk down stairs. Checking my phone for a text no text still. I seem so desperate for her to text me. Well yeah I'm what else am I ment to say that what I wanna slam into her until she can't walk. Kiss her till she can't breath then tell her I have the world's most largest crush on her. Yeh nope I do not plan on doing that. Hotter version of coraline is not gonna do that for sure.

I get to the bottom of my stairs seeing my dad, mum and brother sitting at the table eating "Hey guys" I say waving to them "morning bill" they say one by one '' what's for breakfast" I say sitting down next to finn "shit on a stick" he replied I smack him over the heard and look at the table observing what was there. It was set out so nicely.  there was a bowl of fruit salad, a stack of pancakes, some juice and other little things.

Arfter eating I headed to the bathroom peed and heard to school.

Once I got there I realised that Kayla wasn't there I wasn't to worried but I still felt like something was off. I shook it off and went to class.

👀 Kayla pov 👀

I fineshed cleaning texted my mum were she was she said she was busy which I don't know why brought me some peace knowing I was alone.

I walked into my room finding the rope I have hid. I grabbed it and went into the back yard grabbing a chair and a blade on the way out.

Before I got everything ready I grabbed the knife digging it into my skin as deep as possible letting the blood drip onto the grown I i smile at the pian at keep doing it until my hole arm was covered.

I had the rope set up in the tree and I has standing on the chair with the rope around my neck ready to jump.

I then jumped of the stool and dangled in the air.Instsnatly felling at peice it went black.

🎵Billie's pov 🎵

I felt a feeling in my stomach making me from sick to the bone and for some reason I left class and headed to Kayla's house my wolf trying to take over telling me something was wrong. I sped up the car and came to a stop at Kayla's house. I knocked on the front door no answer. I looked thought the window and saw there was a chair missing and the back door was open. I jumped her fence and was met with a lifeless Kayla. My heart stoped I felt tears in my eyes as much as I wanted to just sit there cry scream for help I didn't. I shook them away and ran inside grabbing a knife trying to cut her down but they were dull I looked at her and checked her pulse it was almost gone then it stoped.

I did what was best and shaped into wolf and cut her down with my teeth as soon as she was down I shaped Back into wolf still have a shorts and a bra pair in my bag not a shirt. .dumbass. my mind goes into a mode were I lay her onto her back and start CPR. I checked he pulse nothing started breathing into her mouth.

I repeated that about 1 more time checking it again. There was a strong hard pulse. I sighed in relief. Pulling her into my chest then calling the hospital....

This shit honestly took me a week to write taf anyways I'm sorry for the shock I wanted to do something if you didn't like it tell me and I won't do it again. AND I MEAN IT IN ANY OF MY BOOKS I WILL STOP COMPLETELY. Anyways love Yous just DM me if you wanna chat in all ways bored soo yeah byee..