"Night Daddy"
I hear, and look down to see Daniela peaceful sleeping cuddling my arm and her bear. Did she call me daddy? I felt a smile creep up on my face as I study her sleeping form and gently stroke her hair, she looks so peaceful and free of any danger or harm.
I move my hand from her hair to her Rosy pink tilted cheeks, she moved into my touch and my smile got bigger at the thought of her thinking of me as your father figure of her being safe and not scared of who I am or who I used to be.
But it also angers me to think that Hydra would do this to a little girl, especially one that was happy and full of joy until it was sucked out of her.
Now all she knows is pain and missions. Then I suddenly felt numb and a wave of panic hit and the little voice inside my head started to take over.
Flashback
"Ahhhhhhh" I screamed as I can feel all of my memories being wiped away, the pain finally stopped and I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding. When I hear a voice. I turn my eyes to look at the man in disgust then back forward.
"good morning Soldat. We have mission for you, your mission is to take out this family. Be fast and no witnesses"
I took the file to look it over to see a random family, and the location and where they will be I then give the file back and get geared up.
I was waiting an hour when I finally saw the car drive by I started my motorcycle and start driving behind them, I set the trap to go off once they're tires went over it. I saw the driver lose control hitting a nearby tree.
I pull up to the wreckage, where I see the man that was driving the car was still alive he ooen the car door falling out gasping for air when he saw my black boots he looked up and I punched him in the face with my metal arm.
Breaking his nose and jaw I finally pull out one of my guns and shoot him in the head execution style. I then walk over to the passenger side of the car where I hear a woman calling out for help.
i tore the passenger door off the car and I look at the woman who was begging for me not to hurt her baby, but I didn't listen I took my human hand squeeze her throat.
She struggled to breathe as I squeeze tighter until she took her final breath. I let go and was walking back to my motorcycle when I caught a glimpse of something in the backseat.
It looks like a car seat. I opened the back door and was met with a terrified young girl who was crying and holding onto her teddy bear for dear life.
Finally the scared little girl said something "who are you" she asks me in a small but sweet voice. I ignore the small girl and continue to look at her
All of a sudden i grabbed the girl and was walking back to his motorcycle
"what are you doing. Put me down me" the young girl yelled."I'm taking you with me" he said trying to get her to stop squirming
"Please don't hurt me, I want my Mommy and Daddy" something inside of him made him feel bad but he shook the feeling away and drove back to base.
End of flashback
I awoke up cover in sweat as I shook the memory from my head letting out a shaky breath, could feel my breaths become heavy the anxiety creeping up my spine as shiver desperately trying to get the awful memory out my head.
I sit up to catch my breath and not let the panic take over. I look around the room to see Daniela head was laying on my arm as i start to calm down from my panic.
I was a little scared to touch her since I was still kind of in panic mode, but after a few minutes of breathing I start to relax into her touch. I'm going to be honest she's my weakness, I mean I feel responsible for her.
She's the only one I will protect like she's my own because I've grown attached to her, She's mine and I will tear the world apart if anything bad happen to her.
After the episode passed I looked down at Daniela moving a random strain of hair from her face as I slowly calm down and relax and becoming more comfortable as I pull her closer so her head is buried in my chest.
I wrapped my human arm around her protectively. I kissed the top of her head and vowel I will protect her no matter what, that I won't let her suffer anymore that I won't let her become me. I promise her that I will get her better Life.