Taste Of Love

YES

Chapter 10:

MINATOZAKI SANA'S POINT IF VIEW

it's been weeks since Jihyo told me that Tzuyu is courting her, I admit it hurts me a lot

Every day, watching how sweet they are, how joyous Jihyo with Tzuyu

"Why don't you just confess? I mean it's been a long since you love her" Mina told me.

I have been hanging with Mina for weeks now because Jihyo is busy

"What for? I don't want to ruin her happiness" I said to Mina

"Just try it, risk it! Come on try it with me pretend that I am Jihyo" Mina said and position herself in front of me

"This is useless! but fine" I agreed with her

I took a deep breath, and look at Mina

"I don't know where to start, but let me tell you what I am feeling towards you, I love you. I know it's nuts! But it all begun when we were in high school. I don't know how but one day I woke up, I see you differently, you become more beautiful in my eyes

You make me happy with a simple smile

You make my heart crazy with a simple touch

You make me lose my sanity with your sweet words and sweet actions

I have been hiding this feeling from you, but now I decided to tell you. I don't want to ruin our friendship, you mean so much to me and I can't, I just can't lose you because of my feelings. But I cannot also endure seeing you happier with somebody else I know I am selfish but I want to keep you with me. Just me" then the next thing I know I lean forward and kiss the woman in front of me

However, I was shocked to realize it was not Jihyo

"Oh my God! I am so sorry!" I said to Mina

She chuckled

"Nah it's fine, I uh... Uhm you did a great job confessing I am uh sure she will like it" Mina said to me

"I have to go," she said not waiting for my answer and left me

"Yah! Stupid Sana!" She looked not fine with it, why do you have to go there?!

I waited for 10 mins more before I left the oak tree where Jihyo and I found peace since we enter our college life

"I guess you know now how stupid I am loving my best friend right?" I talked to the tree

"Whenever Jihyo comes here make her feel comfortable okay? She means so much to me" I said to the tree before leaving it

When I enter my class I saw Mina not looking at me

"Should I say sorry?" I whisper to myself

"HEY" I called her she looked shocked and avoided my gaze

"Look I am very sorry about what I did earlier, but please don't be awkward," I said and pouted

"Sorry, I was just caught off guard and I don't know how to react," she said and lowered her head

"Let's just forget about it? So you won't feel awkward" I suggest to her she smiled at me and we hugged each other

Soon our professor came

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"Sana" my best friend called me she is playing with the hem of her uniform, she looks nervous

"Hey," I said to her, she looked at me and I smiled at her

I am still her best friend right? I am sure something is bothering her

"Can we talk?" She asked me

"Sure, about what?" I asked her and hand her the helmet she used when we go home riding my motorbike

"Uh, I won't be able to go home with you starting today" she started I frowned

"Okay? But why?" I asked her

"well, ah. Starting today Tzuyu will drive me home" she said I clenched my fist but I hide it from her and nod at her

"Okay then, anything else?" I asked her trying not to look hurt

"I... Uh... I" she looked worried

"What is it? You know you can tell me everything Ji" I said to her

"I said yes to Tzuyu, she is my girlfriend now," she said and lowered her head,

I admit I almost lost my balance,

It hurts again,

"Is that so? Then good for you, as long you are happy I am okay with that" I said and hug her

Trying to calm my heart pushing back my tears

"Are you happy?" I asked her

"Y..yes," she said to me I hug her tight

The woman I love is now with somebody else

When I opened my eyes I saw Tzuyu already waiting for the girl I dreamed

"Tzuyu is waiting for you, take care" I broke our hug and tap her head

I smiled at her one last time before hopping on my motorbike and leaving her

Fuck! It hurts so much!

I clench my chest feeling that my cheeks are already wet because of my tears

I drive and drive not knowing where to go and stop in front of a cliff

"Why?!!"

"Why do I have to feel this?!"

"Why my best friend?!"

"Why someone who can't love me back!" I yelled and let my tears subside

I sat down there, cry my heart out

Until I hear my phone rang

Calling Mina

"Hello," I said

"Where are you?" She asked me

I looked around its already dark and I didn't notice it

"I don't know," I said to her

"Open your location you dumb ass!" She said and ended the call

I chuckled, and open my location Mina is a smart woman she will know where am I,

I wouldn't be surprised if she can hack even the government's files, FBI files

After minutes I saw a taxi stop and Mina hopped out of it

"Yah!" She yelled at me but I smiled at her and spread my arms

She runs to me and hugs me

"I heard about it so I called you! But I didn't know that you will be this reckless! You jerk" she complains.

"Thank you Mina for coming here, for always being here," I said to her and hug her even tighter

"You know I will always be here for you," she said to me

"You're so kind, I wish my dumb heart choose you tsk" I joked

"I will still say No" she rolled her eyes at me

"Why?! You're so mean" I pouted

"I want a girlfriend that not sulking and not reckless like this" she pointing at me

"I'm sorry Mina-yah! Love can make you dumb sometimes" I shrugged my shoulder

she didn't say anything but her presence is enough