Addict- (Zarry)

Chapter 11

Dedicated to @jyotshna-. to my fiancee❤️, I love you so fucking much. I've only known you for a few months but I'm already attached🥺. Hope to keep you in my life for longer love🤧

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Harry

Back when we were younger, Zayn was always my protector. I was the shy reserved one while he always got us in trouble. We were opposites but we made it work, just my Zayn and I.

It was like that until one day when Zayn shut down on everyone including me. No one knows what happened to him, he never talks about it. I keep hoping that one day he'll be open. Even if it's only to me.

I started getting drunk when Zayn shut us all out. My brain could not figure out why he was doing this and I somehow chalked it all up to being my fault. I felt empty without Zayn. He was what kept me together through everything, he's want made me feel I was worth it even if my mom had left me. He got me through my depression back then as a kid and I always knew I'd never bounce back if I was to lose him.

We've been having exams recently and Zayn is almost always with Gemma. It's always Gemma this, Gemma that. Don't come at me, I don't hate her but she needs to give my bestfriend back to me or else I'm taking him away.

We need some alone time anyway.

I felt arms wrap around my middle and smiled to myself, recognizing him without having to turn. It's like we were always pulled by some magnet.

I could definitely find my Zee in a crowd of thousands blindfolded.

"Did you miss me? I know that I missed you," I could hear the teasing smile in his voice while he rested his head against my shoulder and whispered in my ear, sending shivers down my spine.

I crouched down for him and he jumped right onto my back. Getting his usual Koala clutch on me before mussing my hair and raining kisses down the side of my face, saying "I miss you" with each sloppy kiss he planted on my face with his soft lips.

"Okay baby I get it,you missed me and I missed you too even if we've only been apart for two hours. Let's go home now," I chuckled at his cuteness.

I had become the protector after the incident which he still won't tell anyone about. I used to be the clingy one but somehow the roles had reversed along the way.

His anxiety had peaked, making him shy and reserved while I had to become stronger and brave for the both of us since we had always been targets fo the bullies in school.

Turns out people are against kids born with a silver spoon in their mouths even if we did nothing to them but kept to ourselves.

I put him down so that we could enter the waiting car. I went in first and he came in after me, sitting onto my lap.

We had decided to ignore the incident where I brought myself to orgasm while I watched him touch himself. I somehow just knew that he knew and he had enjoyed having me watch as he pleasured himself so it had become a ritual. We'd do it everyday and then pretend like it never happened.

I signaled for Dean to drive off when Zayn leaped out of my lap.

"Wait! We have to wait for Gemma. I'll be going to Satire with her later tonight." He said, excited at the prospect of going to Satire for some kinky sex while my heart ached at the thought of him going out for sex.

I rolled my eyes and got my liquor from the compartment in the car and took a drink, wanting to numb the ache in my heart.

Zayn and I had always blurred the lines between our friendship from the day we shared our first kiss together to the day I lost my virginity to him.