Who Are You?

♡ "I promise" ♡

Yunho POV

After a few minutes, the doctor has successfully rececitated San. We enter his room again and San jerks awake, his heart monitor racing quickly. "Yunho!" San cries when he sees me. The nurses quickly tend to San, making sure he was okay before leaving. "Yunho..." San reaches for my hand and I quickly sit by him. "Baby, you need to rest." I whisper. He shakes his head, hugging me close. "I thought you were dead." He whispers against my neck.

I quickly shake my head. "I will try my best to go after you go, I promise." I kiss his forehead. He nods, holding me close. "San, are you okay?" I hear Seonghwa's voice and San seems pissed when he looks over at them. "Baby, relax. You can't stress your heart too much." I remind him when his heart monitor speeds up. He nods and turns back to me.

"I don't want Hongjoong here. Or Seonghwa." He whispers, glaring at Hongjoong and Seonghwa. "Can you tell me why?" I turn his head back to face me, cupping his cheeks. "When they leave." San leans forward, pecking my lips. I nod and ask the pair to leave amd they do so comfusedly. "What's wrong baby?" I watch him worriedly.

"I had a dream that I made a promise to Hongjoong and Seonghwa that I would.. kill you.. once you became an adult." San paused, taking a deep breath and holding me closer. I nod for him to continue, ignoring the stabbing pain in my heart. "But I grew too attached to you, breaking the story line that was already made for me." San pauses, glancing at Wooyoung.

"According to Seonghwa and Hongjoong in my dream, I was supposed to marry Wooyoung and we would have kids together because we would be soulmates, and maybe later in life get another pet for you. But I messed it up by growing too close to you and we made out so everything was ruined." San sobs, holding me like there's no tomorrow. "It's okay, it's okay. You're okay. I'm right here baby, you'll be fine." I soothe, kissing his neck gently. He takes a few deep breaths, continuing.

"You were outside, facing the fence farthest away from the house, upset because I was begging Seonghwa not to go forward with it and we shut you outside. Hongjoong showed up and I begged but he just kept remindinge that I made a promise and I need to keep my promise. I ran outside to protect you and you curled up in your puppy form, my body shielding you from Hongjoong's gun because I heard him cock it." I and the others listened intently.

"You told me you love me and I said it back and then you stood up, hands raised and you let Hongjoong kill you." San
was having a hard time breathing so I grabbed the oxygen mask and put it on him. San tried to protest but I told him needs to breathe and that I'm right here. "Is that it?" I ask hopefully but he shakes his head. He pulls the oxygen mask away to talk.

"There was this guy standing in front of me while I flatlined. He was wearing an all black long coat with black pants, both clothing items hand chains. He also had this black hat covering his eyes. He had a mask that covered his defining features so I couldn't tell who he was. He had a gun pointed to my head, and we were in absolutely nowhere. It was black everywhere. When he cocked the gun, he took off his mask and it was myself. And then he pulled the trigger." San finished, putting the oxygen mask back on.

I can't stop the tears from rolling down my cheeks. "Baby, I didn't mean it!" San holds my hand tightly. "I'm sorry that you died in my dream baby, I didn't mean it!" San begs. I shake my head, holding his face closely, and kissing his lips. "Baby that's fine with me, I really don't care as long as I have you with me."

"What happened?" San asks after a moment. "You passed out after you, Jongho and I were left alone. Just the three of us, after the hug. It was from dehydration. Sadly, you've been asleep for 2 weeks babe. I've gone 2 weeks without you giving me kisses." I whisper the last part. "I'm sorry baby, I'll give you as many kisses as you want, anytime you want them." San answers, caressing the side of my face.

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I watch anxiously when San moves to get up, instantly helped by Yeosang and Mingi, Wooyoung in the kitchen making food for San to heal faster. Since San is so sick and I was all over the place when he returned home, they would keep me outside all day unless I was humgry and needed to eat or to go inside to sleep. San's computer is open and they seem to be doing something, talking to someoe.

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A few hours had passed and I was starting to get hungry. I walked up to the back door and clawed at it gently, alerting Yeosang. "You hungry?" Yeosang bends down and pets my head. I wag my tail and he chuckles, moving to let me in. San beckons to me and I go to move forward but a hand gently tugging my collar elsewhere stopped me. San looked physically pained, the hurt in his eyes paining me. I quickly eat my food and am lead back outside. I quickly transform before the door closes. "Yeosang, it's cold out here. Can I at least get a blanket?" I beg, shivering slightly. He nods, going to get one.

I notice San start to freak out, his breathing uneven and tears brim his eyes. Mingi tries his best to calm San but San glances over at me and he wails. Mingi quickly puts the oxygen mask over San's face to get air to his lungs. I cautiously step forward and San grabs my hand, holding tightly. He seems to relax a little at the contact so I sit in front of the couch, laying my head on his lap. He leans his head back, hands running through my hair as tears roll down his cheeks.

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San clung to me tightly, his breathing evening out. "When did you become a submissive bottom?" I teased lightly. "Shut up, my separation anxiety got way too bad this time." San mumbled, holding me tighter, his body pressed against every inch of mine. "You had a breakdown at work babe. I don't understand why your boss still won't let you work from home. What a bitch." I snorted, moving down and kissing San's neck gently. "The psychiatrist even put it on my legal papers. I might just need to find a better paying job that acknowledges my needs." San sighs, reaching for his phone.

After a few minutes of San tapping at the screen, he turns it off with a soft sigh. "I quit. Luckily I got my fat paycheck yesterday." San grins, kissing my lips softly. "And now you can go job hunting so you find the job of your dreams." I nibble at  the skin on his neck, leaving light marks here and there. "You guys aren't the only ones here you know." Wooyoung butt in with a small chuckle and San turned to glare at him, grabbing a pillow and throwing it at Wooyoung playfully.