Because of getting bullied I cut , overdosed, and did tons of shit. I was really suicidal. I went to mental facilities and got bullied there and sexually assaulted. After awhile I went to a long term facility for 7 months. While I was in there somebody told me to go in my closet and kill myself. And the next day that person asked me if I wanted to have sex I said he'll no. And I got bullied in the long term facility everyday. I honestly feel like I have no one in my life who cares. I have hardly any friends and no one ever wants to talk to me. People say I'm desperate but I'm not. I just really want friends who aren't fake and who don't use me, because I used to have a lot of friends but turned out they were all fake and they were using me for shit.
I'm a really sweet and kind person and I have a great personality and I'm loyal, sweet, and caring. The thing is I'm starting not to believe that because the way people treat me when I'm nice to them.
