WHO ARE YOU?

First glance

Again....

"Dont kid me, are you telling me you are going to leave us alone, like this!"

Again....

"You are the one who started it, I dont even know if this girl is mine!'

Again... 

"You, dont even think of saying that" 

"Are you fucking kidding me"

Again...

" I have done nothing, nothing..."

Again...

BEEP BEEP BEEP

"Ahhh!, ahh, ahhh, ahh......"

The same dream, again...

Its been like this for about six years, nothing has change, and nothing will change.... I might just die like this.... I get up from the bed. I could see my face in the mirror  that is beside the bed.  

"Ahh...I might not get enough sleep, my face looks terrible"

There are big bags under my weird green eyes, my black hair is completely a mess and my body looks skinnear than before. I tried to pull my hair up, but the bad appearance of my eyes is way more visible, I put my messy hair down, covering my eyes.

"Mmm...I might just let it like that. Its not like I want to give a good first impression for my classmates either"

I stand up, and search for my clothes, they were still in the only backpack i had brought.

"Ah, that's right, I have to wear a uniform to school"

I get it from a drawer and put it on.

"It looks totally aweful on me"

The skirt is wayy to short for my taste, its blue and the white shirt had even a red ribbon.

"Gosh...I prefer to wear comfortable jeans"

I get a backpack that my aunt give me for school, it already had all the materials in.

"Mmm...I really dont like this"

I grabed my things and started to walk through a large corridor

"This house is so unecessarily huge"

It has just been 2 weeks since I started living in this house. My uncles decided to put me under their custody. Do not know why, maybe becuase my mom and my uncle were really close brothers or something. Nobody really would want me, nobody would be foolish enough to want me beside them. 

"Where is the kitchen...."

My uncles have been marry for around 10 years, but could never had a child. I guess one reason they let me in is because of that. 

"Oh, here it is.."

I enter the kitchen, which was quite far from my new room. I heard voices.

"Why did we take her, she gives a lot of problems, we have no idea how to take care of something like that"

Oh, I recognize this high spitch voice

"She is the daughter of my belove sister, she needs true protection of a family"

"Even so, she...."

My aunt finally realizes my existance in the moment. They were both sitted on the kitchen table, I think they were waiting for me. I could notice her troubled face, trying to pretend she had never said anythting

"Oh my cute little flower, goodmoning, your uncle and I have been waiting for you, have you already unpacked everything, do you need our help?"

Thats my aunt Rebecca, she lost a child nine years ago, but she always pretends, she always go out after dinner, dunno where. 

She is simply just false

A liar.

"No, I dont need any of your help"

I was almost groaning sitting on a chair besides my uncle.

"She is different again, isnt this just too weird?"

My aunt said this with an aweful expression, pointing at me.

"Thats part of her, dont bother her because of this"

After my parents passed away, my uncle Dave was the one who most protected me, he couldnt get my custudy at the beggining, and thats why I have been living in a orphanage for the past six years. Either way, he is the only one I know I could call my family. 

"I dont care, oh well, what, are you the bitchy depressed type now?"

"Didn't Dr. Maice already send you a copy of this?"

"Brat"

She angrily decided stand up and leave, closing abruptidly the door as she walks outside the kitchen. 

"Dont bother, she would get accustomed after a while"

I wonder how many times my uncle has suffer, because the way my aunt is.

"Yeah right, sooner or later I would left you anyway"

Oh, no, I dont want to be mean to him...

"Today is the depressed rude personality, huh..."

I decided to glare somewhere else, the roof is where I usually stare at when I dont know what to do. 

Uncle satnds up and starts walking to the sink, his already used plates in his hands. He puts his plates down and starts running the water.

"Its not the best personality to start a new school year, but still you should try your best"

I want to say thank you, but seriously...this personality doesnt let me do anything.

"Anyway, theres some food on the stove, just grab what you want and eat. You know where the bus station is, right?

"Yeah...I do..."

"Great...any problem, ask me, ok?"

I stared at him, but didnt say nothing.

"I am leaving now, I got work, you have a couple of minutes left, so you can eat slowly"

He closes the sink and grabs a suitcase which was on a seat of the kitchen table.

"Good luck, Sola"

I kept staring at him, following until he leaves the room.

Thank you, uncle

I am alone again