Part 37

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NAMJOON POV

Being a leader of this group holds a lot of responsibilities while gaining the same or less opportunities but this is something I'm thankful .But the biggest role I have played and for me is better than being a leader is being our little yoonie caregiver,Why?Well everyone sees me to be a clumsy person I broke and lost things a lot  and caring for such a fragile little isn't my thing but who knows I just become yoongi's caregiver

Everyone is aware that I lost many things and too bad today I lost our only little

"Yoonie please come out now,it's not funny anymore" I keep calling him but I got no response

It was me and yoonie time and I decided to bring him in the park which is really a bad thing because now I just lost yoonie and the others would probably kill me

" Yoonie where are you" I've been calling and searching for him 5 minutes now

How did I even manage to lost him?Well I just lost my glance over him and all I thought he was just beside me playing but when I look at my side he was no where to find

It's much better to lost my passport than to lost little yoongi .I'm getting frustrated and worried because there's a lot of things that could happen to him .What if he was been kidnapped,robbed or hurt ? I can't really forgive myself

"YOONIEEEEEE" Its a good thing there are only a few people here and no one noticed me .I really wanted to call the members for help but I don't want them to see me as an irresponsible one as I have only one role and that's to look after yoongi but I never gotten it right and I know if they knew about it they would never trust me again with yoongi

But it's seems like the world isn't on my side .I saw someone's calling on my phone and when I look at it ,it was Jin hyung if I don't answer it he could sense there is a problem and if I answer it I would probably lie

"Hello Jin hyung" I tried to remain calm

"Hey how is it going there?" I gulped before answering I'm sorry hyung

"Everything going fine hyung and yoonie is having so much fun" I said

"Really?? Okay can I talk to my baby" sh*t what should I do .

"Ahmmm,I'm coming yoonie wahhhh,Bye hyung" I quickly hung up the one not waiting for him to say anything and I let out a heavy sigh .I just hope Jin hyung wouldn't find out as he would be the one who would be really angry 

I don't know if how many minutes I've been searching for him but it feels like a day

And really this day is so unlucky for me as I tripped on a rock which I haven't seen that cause me to kiss the ground

Because of so much frustration I grip the grass to show how stressed I am I didn't stand instead I sat in the ground ,pulling out the grass putting my frustrations on them

"How can I be so irresponsible why do I always mess up" I can't control it anymore as few tears were coming out

" Why do I have to lost yoonie , if something happens to him I will never forgive myself" I don't care if people see me as a crazy person here

" Woahh hyung your ruining the poor grass" the voice was familiar and when I look up there I saw my 5 members standing and looking at me confusingly and that's the time I already burst out

" Guys I'm sorry believe me I did my best but it seems like I don't really deserve to be his caregiver. if I didn't hurt him I lost him and it's all my fault,I'm sorry I broke your trust and I don't deserve to be trusted" I was ashame to look at their eyes

" Wahhh I never knew you could be this dramatic namjoon goshhh" I was shocked and look them why didn't they scold me

"What are you saying hyung you knew we trust you all of our lives " hoseok said but I'm still confused

" But I lost yoongi hyung " I said but I only heard them laugh are they playing a joke on me

" Okay enough with the game come out yoonie" taehyung said and when he said that yoonie slowly pop out from a tree holding a balloon and a cotton candy and he run to me attack me with his hug that cause both of us to lay down on the ground

" Yoonie I thought I lost you" I said while hugging him so tight and relief that nothing happens

" Well you really lost him namjoon " Jin hyung said and I look at them asking for answer

" Well hyung we decided to hang out together with you and we went here but we bump into a running yoonie and we saw you panic and decided to play a prank on you" jungkook said honestly

" And I never knew that you'll be this dramatic and your funny to look at finding yoongi and we are just watching you and continue your game but you even forget it" jimin added

To be honest I really wanted to hit them don't they know how worried I am

" Dwaddy nam² you said we play hide and seek but you never find me other dwaddies did " yoonie said and I really wanted to punch myseld as I forgot I was the one who told him to play hide and seek how stupid I am

"I am sorry yoonie I thought I lost you I'm scared" I said

"Dwaddy no worries yoonie not lost and stop crying . dwaddy namnam--- bwest daddy " he said that made me tear up

" Come namjoon stop thinking that you're not an irresponsible caregiver because we all know here you're the most responsible when it comes to yoonie"Jin hyung said that made me fluttered

" Yeah and we are aware of your clumsiness but we trust you with yoonie instead of this two" hoseok said pointing to taehyung and jungkook who glared at him

"If there is someone who couldn't be trusted when it comes of handling the little it's Tae and jungkook" jimin said and  jungkook and Tae was ready to throw hands at them but Jin stop them

"Yahhh that's true let me remind you what you did with my kitchen,how yoongi was hurt,lost and cried in your guidance?" The two just keep quiet as they knew it was true and I'll totally agree with it

"Dwaddy look ice cream" yoonie pointed to the ice cream vendor

"You want?" I ask him and he excitedly nod so I quickly drag him to where the ice cream is leaving those 5 who's still arguing and didn't even felt that yoongi and me went away

After yoongi got his ice cream I think of something fun

"Yoonie do you want to hide from the other daddies?" I told him

"Yesss play hide and seek" I quickly drag yoongi hiding in a big rock and watching the others panicking of where we are it feels like the table had turn

Yoongi and I trying to control our laughter while looking at them

This is some moments in my life that I'll treasure.Having yoongi as our little is a blessing in disguise it show us a lot of things and tells us our purposes. I know there will be a lot of problems to come but I know this is just some little problems and we can overcome it as long as we have our little one who make everything light .

 I know there will be a lot of problems to come but I know this is just some little problems and we can overcome it as long as we have our little one who make everything light

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