I cry
Tears rushing down my face
Not hearing anything but my cries
My cries for help
My cries I thought were loud enough
My cries no one hears
I'm lonely
Scared to ask help
I feel ungrateful
I'll smile
I'll agree
I'll stay silent
Just showing how I feel yin the middle of the night
I die
I die a painful death
Yet I'm still alive
All you see in my heart still beating
All you see is the facts I show
You don't see
How I look in the mirror
Wishing I was skinny
You don't see
The lies I tell
To hide my emotions
You don't see
How every night
I realize
I realize that I'm lonely
I realize that you may never love me
I realize that I can't stand it here
You made me realize
I thank you
I forgive you
And now
I forget you
