Maneskin IMANGES

Thomas Raggi - Help Me?

Info-You are struggling with your mental health but to scared to ask for help. As your having a lot of problems.
Warning-Depression, sadness, swearing, self harm. Fight with family, blood
IF YOU DON'T LIKE TO READ THINHG LIKE THIS THAN THIS CHAPTER IS NOT FOR You AS I DONT WON'T YOU TO GET SAD THANKS XX

-Your in school but your in sixth form.
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You had a lot going on right now like your school work is to much. The argument within your family and well just anything. You were never to shore on how to cope with any of until you found a way and It was the best way. You know that you should go and talk to someone but you afraid too.,like you got your friend (not many but you still had some, right) or your loving boyfriend Thomas or anyone at school.

You were sat in your room doing someone art work for school until you mother comes running up the stairs shouting you name. But you didn't hear as you had your head phones in.

"Stop ignoring me" she shouted with pushing my door open.
"so-rry mum I didn't hear youu-u" you quietly replied back.
She spent 10 hole minutes screaming at you because you were late to one of your lesson today. Which wasn't your fault. A younger was lost and you showed her were to go. Your tried to explain to why but she didn't seem to care. She walked over to still having a go at you tha she just out of nowhere spilled you water cup over the art work you spent hours on to than turn around said a few more horrible things to and left.

Sat there in disbelief on why she would do that. You could the warm tears start to fall down your face. You got up and clean up your mess and throw your hard work away. You have had enough of this so you went to the bathroom to do the only thing you knew what to do when you felt like.
You cut up both of your arms and there was blood everywhere so once again you cleaned up the mess that has been made. And you have put an bandage over you arms and went to bed. It was Friday so you didn't have to worry about school until Monday.

You woke up the morning morning to miss calls and message from Thomas. You didn't really want to talk right now so all you said back was that you were fine just tried and that you would seem him after school Monday in a message. The today and tomorrow and yesterday was all the same fights with your parent so you did it again to stop your pain. It felt right so you didn't want to stop but you did as you have school int he morning so you went to bed. Didn't sleep just cried all night thinking about talking to him and asking him for his help but you didn't want to wake him so you didn't.

The buzzing of your alarm went of so you got up and got changed into your uniform ( and yes some 6-form  requires uniform) and left the house not talking to anyone. You didn't realise that you blazer didn't fully hover you arms and you could a thrid of them but you had th banges to hide the cuts. You hide in the hole time as you didn't want to you into lesson so people didn't see. The school day has finally ended and you were glad.

Thomas-
I'm outside babes xx

He messaged you and just replied back a be there in a sec.

You found his car and got in. Your were greeted with a kiss on the check. You were on the way to his house you made small like what was you day like and what did you do at the weekend you lied you didn't won't to say the truth but you wanted to tell him and to cry into his shoulder. You had a small itch on you face so you itched it with out thinking and at the same time Thomas looked over at you. He saw it your arm but didn't say but he did put his hand on your thigh as like a comfort thing. You reached his house and went up to his room and sat on his bed.

Thomas walked in and over to you took your hands and stood you up.
"can I see" he said softly in a quite tone. You looked at your arms than to the floor you couldn't look at him again. He took one hand and lifted you head up he could see you tears stream down your face and pulled you into a hug.

"I want be mad, I want to help you y/n". You broke away from the hug and asked "are you shore you want be made". "1000 %" he replied back so you took your blazer off and then hestinaly took off your bandages. Thomas takes a hold of your hand again
"oh baby why didn't you ask for me or talk to me I want you to know that my there for you not matter what" he said with a concerned tone. " I was going to last night but I didn't want to wake you up" you cryed into his shoulder "I'm really sorry Thomas please forgive me". "I'm not mad baby I'm not mad" he said than giving you a kiss on the forwards.

He asked if you would allow him to clean your fresh wounds you gave home permission to it was painful but you didn't want tit to get infected. And thankfully it was over. " now I don't won't you to do this again OK no matter what you call even if if in the middle of the night I will come straight to you alright " "alright" you gave him a short kiss on his lips and he help you down off the side. He picked you up took you over to his bed placed you Into hmit you order you favorite food as you have eaten in a while and cuddle waited for the food to arrive.
You knew this man is a keeper.
---------------------------------------------------------i know this one is sadder and if you need someone to talk to you can always talk to me. Thank you for reading.
I was to do some more Thomas and damiano ones so there will be one to come.
If you have any requests please let me know
Thanks again
K xx