Emily Forbes was engaged to marry klaus mikaelsons but after he cheated on her she knew she deserve better and moved on with her life though the difficult challenges of living in the mystic falls she found new love and life with Stefan Salvatore no...
After everything that's been going on I just feel Avalos with myself do you anything that's been really cheering me up is planning for the twins 16th birthday party nothing else seems to really change anything in my life well except for the fact that now Zachary is dating hope which I think is shocking considering the pain he went through the last time he trusted someone with his heart but I guess it's a good thing considering my brother is putting himself out there again
I like spending time outside of school watching all of our students just go on with their everyday lives it sends a peace through my body knowing that everything is going to be okay even when I know it's not I can't help but think something is about to happen really like to know if that is
As I sat in my dream world a voice came behind me "stuck in a daydream again I hope I'm there this time "I had a voice from behind
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I smiled "you're always on my mind and you know it "I said to Ryan as he sat down
He laughed "it's nice to know but I can tell something else is going on what's happening in that beautiful mind of yours "
I shook my head trying not to answer his question but he insisted "hey no matter what it is we will get through it together Lilly I'm here talk to me "he said
"I don't know what it is things just feel different and I can feel it in my stomach that something weird is going on and I can't put my finger on it it's it's driving me insane I just don't know what to do " I told him
"Well what you need to do was take a breaths and you need to stop thinking that everything bad that happens is on your shoulders it's not your responsibility to protect everybody you have to look after yourself for once in your life" he told me I know that he is concerned
"I know that I need to start taking better care of myself it's just hard I'm not that kind of person I'd rather protect the rest of the world and myself it's it's easier sometimes to help others than myself "I told them as my eyes drifted along the front field
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"Well that's the problem you think that you don't matter that as long as everyone else is okay you can just fall apart and that's not okay you matter to me, to your sisters, to your brother and especially to your parents who just want you to be safe and happy so that means that you need to start talking to somebody about what you're feeling it doesn't even have to be me are your family just talk to Emma that's what she's here for to give us guidance and counselling don't push the The people that love you most to wear just because you stink that protecting the world is more important then looking after yourself" he told me
"I guess that you're right I should talk to Emma about what I'm feeling she might be able to put my mind to rest, thank you for supporting me through everything you know that I love you so much" I said smiling at him
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He laughed before pulling me into his arms "of course I know you love me, which is why I love you to "he said kissing me on my forehead as we just laid there listening to each of the breathe what is the most piece that I've had in days
I guess in the world define people that make you feel safe and secure a no matter what happens today tomorrow a year from now I know that I want Ryan by my side because I love him because I trust him with my heart more than anything. I certainly did get very lucky with the boyfriend and the caring and loving man that came into my life.
