make it hurt 🖤(jikook)

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It's raining outside.. Jimin is currently sitting on their shared apartment's balcony..

'kook..'.....with a slight annoyance jimin called his husband...
'Hmm...? '..jungkook respond but not looking at his min ...
He is busy with his guitar..
Actually busy with his guitar's strings....
'come here and sit with me'..jimin said..
Jungkook chuckled at his husband's whiny demanding voice ..

 Jungkook chuckled at his husband's whiny demanding voice

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'just a minute min.. Once I am done.. I'm gonna sing you your favorite songs... '..jungkook smiled at him cooingly..
Jimin flashed his eyesmile and waited for his husband...
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Just after some minutes JK joined his husband to the balcony...
'what do you want me to sing min.. ??'...jungkook asked...
'Still with you'...jimin answered faster than a blink of eye..
'I should have known'..jk chuckled....
'yea u should... '..jimin giggled...
Jimin closed his eyes as his husband started to sing... He always love how JK's voice calm him down... His husband has a sweet voice... ..

Jungkook and jimin was married 3 years ago.. And now JK wants a child.. So they r going to adopted one tomorrow.. Ofc jimin wants too..

'still with you....'...jungkook hummed the last melody and looked at jimin... His min... He loves him so much and tomorrow their family is going to be full.. Three of them... He is min and their daughter...
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Jimin's eyes were still closed..and suddenly he feels two strong arms warped around his waist....
'what r u thinking about hun??'...jk asked..
'our daughter kook... ' jimin heaved a sigh...
'what about her.. Hmm?'..jk stroked his husband hair..
'what if she freak out after knowing she will have going two dads.. And refuse to come with us..??.. Jimin asked his husband with doe eyes..
Jungkook laugh at his husband's thoughts... And said..'baby don't worry to much... She is such a nice kid.. Don't you remember..?
When we met her last time and how she called you "Appa"..and me "Daddy"....?"
"Hmm.. You r right. She is smart too.. At the age of 5,
She is really smart.. "..jimin smiled.. Clearly proud of his soon to be daughter..
'Umm..do u already decided the name..?'..jk asked..
'No I didn't... I'm really confused about that...'..jimin told his husband.. 'Do u have something in your mind...,?'..he added...
'Actually... Yes.. Umm.. What about Sia..??'..jk hesitantly said....
Jimin smiled at his husband's behavior....said 'it's really nice kook... '..and kissed him lovingly...
"JEON SIA... Daughter OF JEON JIMIN and JEON JUNGKOOK"..the thought made him smile in their kiss...

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Beep!.. Beep!.. Beep!..
Jimin jolted awake from his sleep... He looked at the night stand ..the clock shows its 7:00 in the morning..
He sighed and got out from his bed...

He made himself a cup of coffee... And went upstairs to his daughters room ..

'Sia.. Baby get up.. Its time to go to school.. '..he whispered in sia's ears..
'Daddy..... Five more minutes please.. '..
Jimin's heart break to hearing the word "Daddy"..
Tears welled up in to his eyes..
He somehow.. Controlled himself.. From Broke down in front of his daughter..
'Baby it's me.. Appa..'..with a shakey voice he stroked sia's cheeks...
Sia open her eyes.. And slowly sit up...
Her bottom lip trembled..
Her eyes were full of tears... She lowered her head..
Jimin's hands were stil on his daughter cheeks ...his heart clenched At the sight..
'I miss him Appa... '..Sia sobbed..
Jimin quickly hugged her and said 'I know u do... Si.. Appa knows u do.. '..jimin patted her back..
'please Appa. Don't leave me like him.. Please don't leave me alone again.. '...sia hugged back her father tightly.. Due to the fear that.. Welled up in her heart..
'I will never... Si.. Never ever ..Now stop crying.. Baby.. Appa got u.. Shhhh... Stop crying sweet cheeks.. Daddy can see us u know Si??? And he will be sad if he sees u crying like that.. Remember what he used to tell u..?..u r his strong si.. Right baby??... Jimin stroked her back.... Slowly sia lift her head from his father's chest and nodded her head...
'yes Appa Si is a strong girl'....she said with her trembling voice...
Jimin smiled at her daughter..'that's like a good girl ... Now do you want to go to school.. Or should we have a little break today.....?..hmm???..'
Jimin kissed her forehead.. The word break made Sia smile and she nodded her head in excitement .. jimin laughed at this...
'Do u want to go to Soobin's?? And play with
him?? ' he added..
'Yes Appa!!! Yes Yes.. 'Sia chirped..
Jimin smiled and said... 'okay... Then get dressed..
Appa will drive u there '...
As soon as Jimin said it.. Sia got out from the bed and.. Headed to the bathroom.. After that.. Jimin left her room..
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It's raining again.. And jimin sat on a chair.. In their balcony.... The sweet memories with his kook... Replayed like a broken tape in his mind... How they brought Sia.. How Sia got too attached to him.. How they used to spent there time together back then....and much more... A silent tear fell from his eyes..
It's been 4 years.. Since jungkook's death.. Due to his brain cancer.. But jimin can't get over with it.. Neither Sia... She got too attached to jungkook... And by the time she realized that her daddy will never come back to her.. She became silent for hole 1 year... Doctors said... It's because she was having a trauma...
But... Suddenly on her 7th birthday... She spoke.. And jimin couldn't be any happier...
But... Jimin... if you don't ask.. It would be better...
He was having his worst time.. But he promised jungkook that he will never going to break down in front of their daughter... And he kept his promise.. Until now..
Jimin sniffed to recalled all the memories.... He grabbed his phone from the side table and played his favorite song...

As soon as jungkook's voice.. Got heard.... He started crying...
'why kook... Why did u leave me... Us like that..??..why can't u stayed with us a little longer... Why did God steal u from me like that..??.. Every second of my life is miserable without you.. I can't control my self infront of Si anymore...she miss you... I miss you.. We miss you kook... So much...
Please... Please.. Come back.. Come back to us.. Your min can't handle it anymore.. Please... '..jimin sobbed..


"Still with you ......"..
With the last line of the song jimin cried hard.... He sat on the floor and cried out loud....

'you promised.. Kook.. You promised.... '....

THE END .....

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Hey guys.....
(sighed....).. Well my best friend died.. 26 days ago due to her brain tumor.. Sorry I didn't update my story in a long time.... You know it's really hard for me to do anything.... 'STILL WITH YOU' is her favorite song too..
But I promise you guys now that... I will updating the story tomorrow.... So hang with me there... 🖤
For now bye 👋 👋

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