I Love You More

Hi best boyfriend ever

I love you. I love you so so much. You rlly mean so much to me *insert heart*. Youre like the best boyfriend ever*insert heart*. Like srsly. I mean it okay. I cant think of a boyfriend better than u. Sure u aint a perfect human being. But youre perfect for me. We match perfectly. Youre the yin to my yang. Youre the strength to my weaknesses. Youre what keeps me going. Youre my rock in times of need. Youre a shoulder I can always rely on. Youre the cushion I can fall back on. You r someone I can be myself around. Ik u will accept me as I am, n not only accept, but love evry bit of me. Youre someone that brings me happiness no matter where u r. Youre the first person that ive ever opened up to. Nobody, like not best frnds not cousin, nobody kne =w abt me cutting or me being sad over my moms hit. I doubt anyone even noticed. But u did. U knw when im sad or moody or depressed, no matter how much I try to cover it up or hide it sometimes. You pay attention to the details. You always notice when somethings wrong... well not always but mostly. Like 98% of the time u do. I would've prlly ended up going crazy at one point, always keeping to myself and writing in books only. When it was w other ppl I didn't ven wanna tell them. But w u, even t the start(like I remember even finding it weird n wondering y) I rlly wanted to tell u. sure I didn't tell u at first, but I was forcing myself not to, when all I wanted to do was cry to and let u comfort me. But id never relied on smeone over this bfr. So yea. It was weird. And hard. But I still did. N honestly it was coz of how supportive u were. Thank u so much for that ilysm*insert heart*. I rlly don know what id do without you. Youre so supportive of me. You want whats best for me, even if it makes u sad or makes u miss me. I love you so so much for that. Youre so thoughtful. You care so much about me. You show how much you love me. You accept me as I am. You love me for who I am. You love every bit of me. You wanna improve my day. U wanna make me happy. U wanna be there for me when I need you. You listen to me but don't interrupt. You wait until I finish talking. U remember tiny details about me, and about our relationship, and that just shows how important all this is to you and how much you cherish us*insert heart*. You're understanding and forgiving no matter what the circumstances. You make me be at ease around you. You are one of the few ppl feel as though I ca be myself around, and still be accepted, no questions asked. You don't judge me for being weird... although tbh u don't get to judge since youre actually the weird one hmph. N I don't have to hide myself frm u. I don't have to fear u judging me since u have made it clear enough that u would never ever do that. And not only accepting me as I am, you love me as I am, loving me flaws and faults and wanting to fix the, or help fix them them, rather than being disgusted or leaving or turning away as others would. You dnt find me boring, anf I actually fucking enjoy convos with me. I'm sorry but that's still unbelievable... although I cant deny that it is indeed true that u rlly wanna talk to me. You are someone who is prepared to work your best for me, to try your hardest for me. You wont give up on us, no matter how impossible I am at times. You wanna try and love me to the best of your ability. As they say, an overthinking girl needs an understanding guy, and you are the that for me. N I recently noticed that im becoming a lot more comfortable arnd u. I don't even know how or when. But I suddenly noticed that I couldn't have been like that at ease w u bfr. Like even in the way im writing this whole thing rn. Im not leaving out anything that pops in my head. I would've bfr coz it was just weird or way too random or whatever. Anyways, ig I didn't pay attention n I slwly opened up to u w out even realizing it.