Just Like An Animal

Chapter 1 : This is unusual

'Do you have a condom?'
The skinny girl asks in middle of gasping heavily. Looking at how aroused she is, the guy that is in front of her, could tell that he still has the power, the cheap power of luring an woman in bed. Though, it's not a decent room or in fact a decent place where they're making out. It's behind an old building, by the side of the half constructed new building that they say was originally going to turn into some shopping complex. But, the contractor who was dealing with the whole project went missing few days ago and so construction works have stopped for now, temporarily ceased. The guy over there, slamming the skinny girl against wall, seem to be one of those labour men, who was from another city and came to work here. He is tall, a bit thin built, probably handsome but can't be confirmed as his face looks rather pale and dehydrated,which is now became kind of glossy in presence of sweat. His pale blue eyes screams of desperation. Lips covered with saliva and stain of lipstick from the girl's lip, has a confused smile on it. Which is kind of intimidating.

'What if I say I don't have it..'
He raises his face a bit from the girl's shoulder, tilts his neck to left and smirks. His bangs were messy all over his forehead, due to presence of sweat the hair strands were sticky and almost covering his greedy eyes which was focused on her lips.
'Nevermind'
He doesn't seem to care about the girl's opinion. He starts moving his hand over her neck and pulled her closer towards himself by grabbing her neck. He puts his hand below her skirt and starts rubbing her through edge of her panty. In between muffled moans, her slightly opened lips seems eager to say something.
'St..stop. Stop fucking around if you don't have it sir!!!'
She manages to say it being clearly annoyed and tries to push him away with all the strength she has. Her dark brown eyes are filled with disgust and fear. Her slender legs keep trembling causing her body all shaky.
' I.. don't want it'
She tries to make it clear by trying to push his hand away that is over her groin.
'What is it...you want me to force you or what? I didn't know you might have kink like this'
He smiles licking his lower lip in seductive way. Suddenly it's feeling so hot. He tends to take his worn out jacket off, it's definitely dirty and old, also reeks of alcohol though he's not that much drunk tonight. But, before  he could pull if off all, the girl succeeds in pushing him away a bit, gasping hard. Looking at how disgusted she is, the guy chuckles.

' what do you expect by the way. You came out straight from a bar with a guy you barely know..'
His sentence couldn't be completed as she throws spit on his flushed cheek. He stops taking, being burnt in growing anger, that is obvious from his clenching fist and tighten jawline.
He mumbles few inaudible curse at her, almost whispering.
' I'm leaving. Don't try to follow me and fuck off..'
The skinny girl snaps and tends to leave in hurry before he could think  of moving and stopping her. Unable to say anything out of overflowing annoyance in his mind, he just keeps standing there silently, looking at how she was walking away without any regret. Her shadow keeps moving away getting longer on the ground. He sighs, looking at that for a moment,then turns his neck around to have a glance.

No, no one or nothing is there around him now, not even a stray cat or anything. Suddenly, there is this deadly silence. It's half moon tonight, faint trace of moonlight over prevailing darkness is making it mysterious. Because of all the fogs around, he can say it will be winter soon. He sighs slowly again, looking at his own crotch. There's no sign of excitement either,like his manhood is totally indifferent towards anything tonight, it can't get erected. What the heck is this? Is it cold weather or lack of his wilful concentration or what....?
'Ughhhh...'
He puts his sweaty hand inside his pants without hesitation. It's soft, there's not even a drop of sweet pre juice either. It makes him desperate, he tries to find something, anything that might make him believe that he's actually not getting impotent. A fear of loosing his well praised sexual urge, is clouding his mind slowly. Also, his power, power of...

Oh right! There's a rumour about him in neighbourhood. They say, he posses some ability to get inside other's mind and control that. This power of controlling other's emotions, makes him a hit among people around him, they like treating him like some superhuman already. Though until now, he was much confident about it, tonight's unpleasant events would affect this confidence so well. Could he not control the skinny girl's mind before? He thinks he managed to lure her here this way, but then, if it's really working, why it won't keep her longer too! Might it be that, he actually didn't want to?
Also, girls from red light zone around, really loves to warm his bed up, doesn't mind to do it without condoms as well. They say, he satisfies all of them whoever willingly goes to him. In fact, his pale blue eyes, dirty pale skin, rough dominating attitude attracts people and he likes to make advantage out of it without a shame. Everything was so fine and usual, but where's the beast sleeping tonight, where's the guy that thrusts his dominance mercilessly inside those weak, terribly trembling, hesitant girls. Where's his usual power...?

'Ah..maybe...'
He mumbles, swallowing the rest of the sentence in his mouth. He can't come up with a reasoning in his mind as well. It's not that sudden though, he was being less interested in girls nowadays, or let's say his wild fantasies. Or..or, he thought he was being. In either way, he was a bit messed up since this temporary pause in his work, he's in lot of stress. But, still he could pin down and force someone in, yesterday too. Sighing again, he looks up at the grey sky, stars are hiding themselves behind clouds, all over.
'Bullshit '
Slowly, he slides down against the wall he was standing by, sits down on his butt, trying to find a cigarette in his dampened pocket. Earlier he spilled his drinks all over him, in the bar. 'It's all bullshit..damn it'
He can feel the air around him growing heavy and cold. Coldness of solitude!
He starts trembling with his arms around his folded knees against his chest. It's hard to breathe when his heart goes beating this fast. Burying his head in between his crossed arms, he can predict it. The feeling, this kind of feeling..it's all coming back. Again!

'No..no, no'
He lies down on his chest, he's not so confused about this suffocating feelings at all. Like something heavy is pressing him down, making him down to reach nowhere. Fear, has started stirring his weak mind. He wants to throw up, the alcohol he drank in the bar, few hours ago it's been messing with his emotions too. He doesn't like it, at all.

Being alone scares him a lot, even tonight . At least something feels usual!