"MILTE HAI JAB PYAAR MAIN AANSU RAB JAANE KIYU NAHI SOKHTE HAIN..."
It's inspired by the song "mujhe kaise pata na chala". But it is different from the story of the song. It's a one sided love story.
Cc:@angelangela08
After that incident 1 week passed. In this one week many things have changed. I realize my own feelings for Avni. In this one week many questions arise in my mind I want to know when Avni saw me for the first time. But whom I asked.. I tried to talk to Riya. But she said she doesn't know about it. Then I thought Avni definitely wrote something about it on her diary but there was nothing in the diary. I was feeling helpless. Then a thought across my mind. There must be more diaries she had. Then I thought to go to Neela aunty & I go to meet neela aunty without thinking that what will be her reaction.. I tried to talk to her & request her. But she closed the door at my face. I can understand why she did it. But I couldn't give up after all she was right in her place. I am responsible for what happened that day. So I stand in front of Avni's house whole day. I heard that boyfriend use to stand in front of his girlfriend's house to see her or sink forgiveness. But here I am standing in front of Avni's house for her mother's forgiveness. At last after a whole day she feel pity on me & open the door.
Pov end
Neela: what do you want?
Neil: I want Avni's diaries & before that I want your forgiveness. Aunty I can't change what happened.. If I could no one would be happier than me. I am dieing everyday without her. I can't live with this guilt that I am responsible for what happened to my love yes aunty I love her I love her so much. In this week I realize what is her value in my life.
Neela: but what is the use of all this now.. Tell me.. What will I do with your realization when my daughter.... (pause) Just leave Neil..go away from my house & life. You are reminding what happened that day. Just leave Neil leave.
She turns facing Neil back.. That moment he hugs her from back.. & tears starts flowing from his eyes.
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Neil: aunty I Lost my mother when I was 12. I never get that love. Please aunty if if you forgive me then I will think I get my mother forgiveness. What I have done my mom won't forgive me if you don't. Please aunty forgive me please.
Neela: Neil I don't want to talk to you.. Leave..
Neela is about to leave..
Neil: maa won't you forgive your son..
Neela turns to him..
Neela: what you have called me?
Neil: maa. You are Avni's maa & Avni's maa is my maa too. So I called you maa. Maa give me punishment but please forgive me.. I beg you maa. I beg you..
Neil fall on his knees & burst into tears..
Neela: Neil Neil get up.
Neil gets up.
Neela: I am no one to forgive you. You are culprit of Avni. But shee... Come with me..
Neela drag Neil to their house mandir.
Neela: Neil asks forgiveness to god. Now only he can forgive you on behalf of Avni & himself.
Neil join his hands.
Neil: please god forgive me.. I hurt my love my Avni..
Saying this he starts crying loudly. Neela hugs him.
After some time
Neela: Neil why do you want Avni's diaries?
Neil: maa through her diaries I want to know her I want live those moments which she lived alone. I can feel her close to me whenever I read her diary. I feel I feel that she herself narrating her feelings for me. She is beside me.
Neela: Neil move on..
Neil: How can I move on maa.. If Avni was my need then I would have moved on. But she she is my life my breath my heart beats.. Woh meri zarurat nahi chaahat hai.. (I wrote it in Hindi for feel NK fan's know the value of this line). she is my everything..
Neela: but she..
Neil: maa love is not about living together it about live for each other. I want to live for her.. Her diaries gives me the opportunity to live all the memories. It gives me the reason to live. So how can I move on maa.
Neela caresses his head..
Neil: I wish I could understand all this earlier.. Then we wouldn't be here today like this.
Neela: don't think all this.. You wait here I am bringing her diaries.
Neil nodes..
Then Neela maa goes & come out with two diaries. She gives him.
Neil: ok maa I am taking your leave now I will meet you soon.
Neela: stay for some time more na..
Neil: not today maa but I promise I will come to meet you soon & then we'll spend time together.
Neela: ok bye.
Neil: bye maa.
Neil reaches his house.. & sits with Avni's diaries. & starts reading. He completed her 1st diary but didn't get to know about where Avni saw him. Reading this diary he gets to know about her hobbies & her school life..
Neil about to start another one but his dad call him for dinner. So he thinks he will read another one after dinner. So he keeps them on side table & goes to have dinner.
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