The Adventures Of Depressed Gays During the Apocalypse

Merry Christmas

(Dean's POV)

The smell of pine trees and some expensive candles drift through the air. Sage is six now and running around happily with Alex, Jack- another kid they rescued, and Zoe who was Bobby and Ellen's daughter. I sigh and grin then look over at Benny who's sitting cross legged on the couch and looking down at a map of DC, trying to mark off places that they've looted and places they still need to check. He even circles a few places that survivors could be and made a note to himself to go check those places out, see if there was anyone and if they needed help since their family was as safe as they could be at this point.

Charlie, a nerdy red head. Skips her way into the living room and flips down next to Benny then flicks the sharpie in his hand causing him to jump and me to laugh. She smirks and pikes his cheek then says, "It's Christmas."

Benny stares for a while with his head tilted, something he'd adopted from Cas in sure, "How the he'll do you know that?" He asks and folds the map up, tossing it and the marker onto a nearby table.

"Wellll I may or may not have gotten into an old VCR collection and ran a few types and stuff ya know, shut your too dump to comprehend and figured out the date. I also found The Grinch and a plethora of hot chocolate and popcorn so I say we all watch a movie."

"How did you even get the power on I thought we were running off candles?" Benny asks and smiles a little. God his smile's so cute. Especially when he gets those big excited eyes.

"Generator." She says quickly.

"Where'd you get the g-"

"Bobby helped me siphon it out of a tank in the bunker-garage thing." She says nonchalantly with a shrug. Benny sits there for a while gaping before throwing his arms wide.

"WE HAVE A TANK?!"

"You've lived here long enough to start having grey hair and you just now noticed we have a tank?" She asks and giggles. She wasn't wrong, Benny and I both were aging, he only had a little gray but me, I'm like, what? Fifty something? Doesn't matter, thing is...I'm old as fuck. But Benny's still here so I guess I'm still hit or whatever. I guess at this point we're endgame, we've made it through so much together that I don't think we could get mad enough to leave. Charlie just laughs again and gets up, "I'll go get everyone ready loverboy, and you look great with a little gray hair so don't take it offensively." She ruffles his hair and Benny rolls his eyes as she leaves then looks over at me with a small smile.

"C'mere." He mumbles and makes grabby hands. I stand and walk over then lie down in his lap with my face pressed into his neck. Benny chuckles and rubs my back then pulls his head back enough to see me and I smile then move back into his neck, "Babyyyyyy noooooo."

"What?" I mumble and pull away from his neck with a smirk, "You're so needy."

"Am not." Benny groans and wraps his arms around my waist then rolls us onto the couch so I'm on my back looking up at him.

"You're like a puppy." I whisper and kiss him quickly he hums and smiles then nuzzled his nose into my neck, leaving behind sloppy kisses.

"Can't help it when you look this good."

"I'm old as hell Ben. I says and pull his face up in hopes to talk to him but he just kisses me instead, "Why're you being so lovey?"

Benny shrugs and lays down, his head resting in my stomach and his fingers brushing across my chest in slow sweeping motions, drawing random shapes, "I'm just happy." He whispers and smiles then closes his eyes and presses his face into my stomach, "an' yourf fo bootiful."

I smile at the ceiling as I twirl his hair into tiny curls, "Your so bad at flirting now." Benny flips me off and I laugh then push his hand away, "look at me." He sighs and looks up, resting his chin in my stomach and looking at me like he's done with life. I smile and rub my thumbs over his cheeks then hook my arms under hjs armpits and pull him back up so his face is pressed into my shoulder, "I love you."

"I lovf you too." His words are a little muddled from his face being pressed into my shoulder and I laugh a little. Sage runs in and jumps onto Benny's back causing him to groan then laugh and look over his shoulder the best he can, "Hey bud." He says as his son sprawls out on his back.

"Aunt Charlie says we're watching the grinch." He has little bit of a lisp and it's kind of cute, then again Sage in general was adorable. He has the brightest blonde hair and greenish brown eyes. Zoe skips around the corner and jumps up onto Benny's back with her friend causing him to wince for the second time but he keeps smiling.

"What's up Zo?" He asks and she high fives him then waves at me.

"Claire said for us to-for us to come get you guys." She says and smiles then looks to Sage who smiles then looks at his dads with a big grin.

"Pleaseeeeeeeee dad, you can still could papa. I've never seen a Umm a... what's it call again?"

"A movie." I say and Sage and Zoe both light up.

"Yeah one of those? Cmon it'll be super duper uper fun." He says trying to hype his parents up, Zoe nods eager in agreement. I chuckle and nod.

"Go ahead and we'll catch up." They jump off of Benny and he just slams his face into my chest and screams causing me to laugh. After a while pull his head up and kiss him, "Let's go baby."

"Mmmhm."

A/N TheCrayRay13 this is for you😚, you'regoing to get some Eli and Cas too😌