Attention (chapter name)💮

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by Nighttime_exe

by Nighttime_exe

This is mostly angst with a bit of fluff this 💮 will imply angst with a bit of fluff I will add this to the information page.
Requested by ayoimNex
Summary: Sam wasn't given much attention as a child so when he'd started dating Ponk he was happy with all the attention he was given but ever since Foolish entered their relationship Ponk started to shift his attention towards Foolish and that upset Sam(this takes place on the dream smp)

Tw: panic attack and trouble breathing also ig self degrading(please tell me if something triggers any of you it doesn't matter how small it is so I can put a warning for you guys in this story and in future stories)
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Sam p.o.v
Ever since we accepted Foolish into our relationship Ponk hasn't been paying much attention to me- not that I don't want Foolish in our relationship I love him and Ponk both equally. Though I would like it if at least one of them would give me some more attention. The only time they pay attention to me now is when it's the morning or night time when we're falling asleep or waking up. Other than that they're always talking to each other or cuddling and forgetting about me.
I know I'm being selfish.
My parents always told me that whenever I asked for attention so I'm probably being selfish again like in the past but I
… I just want to be loved as well.
Here I go being selfish again heh why am I like this
… am I crying??

3rd p.o.v
Sam was indeed crying once he had realized he was he ran out of the bedroom that was shared by him and his boyfriends and ran to the bathroom and locked himself in it. What he hadn't been counting on was that two certain people who had been sitting at the kitchen would hear the creeper hybrid run into the bathroom and much less that they would hear the small sob that had managed to escape his lips as he had ran to the bathroom.

Instantly both men got up and rushed to the bathroom door which they found out was locked. "Sam? Are you ok? Is something wrong?" Ponk asked as he stared at the locked door. All that he and Foolish heard was a soft gasp before suddenly hearing loud sobs fill the bathroom. Both looked at eachother with shocked and saddened faces as all they heard was Sam's loud sobs.

"Sammy? Dear what's wrong you know you can tell us right?" Foolish said attempting to get Sam to say something to them. He unfortunately didn't get a response from the man inside the bathroom. "Please tell us what's wrong Sammy or at least open the door,"Ponk said, desperate to get some sort of response.

A moment of shuffling later they suddenly heard the click of the door unlocking and both quickly burst into the room to see Sam had moved into a corner of the bathroom and was curled into a ball and was having trouble breathing only taking small short gasps.
Both Ponk and Foolish rushed over but neither touched him for fear of making him panic even more. "...Sammy? Can you take deep breaths with me please? Like this in and out?" Foolish said softly trying to get Sam to take deep breaths with him.

A few minutes later Sam had managed to for the most of it calm down and was only light sobbing now. "Can I hold you?"Foolish asked softly. Sam simply nodded. Foolish had made himself slightly bigger than his normal human size in order to be able to cradle Sam in his arms. While Foolish cradled Sam Ponk was rubbing Sam's back and running his fingers through Sam's hair. Finally the light sobs had turned to only light hiccups.

"...Sammy can you please tell us what happened?" Foolish whispered softly while Ponk made a soft noise of agreement. Sam took a deep breath and mumbled something softly. "What was that Sammy? I promise we won't be mad," Ponk said softly. "YOU GUYS AREN'T PAYING ATTENTION TO ME YOU'RE IGNORING ME!!!" Sam shouted at them. Both men stared at each other as Sam's eyes filled with new tears.

Suddenly Sam felt another pair of arms wrap around him and he looked down and saw Ponk had started hugging him as well. "Oh Sammy we never meant to make you feel like that we're so sorry we made you feel like that," Ponk softly explained. "Next time you feel like that please tell us dear we won't be upset if you want attention it's normal for people to want attention...now how about we move this to our bedroom or the couch so we can cuddle and take a small nap," Foolish told Sam softly. Sam simply nodded and buried his face in Foolish's neck as Foolish stood up still hold Sam and all three of them made their way to their room Sam still clinging onto Foolish with his face still in Foolish's neck.

Once they made it there all three laid down and not even a minute later Sam was asleep all of the crying had tired him out. Both men each softly kissed Sam's forehead before laying down and falling asleep from that day on both Ponk and Foolish made sure to give Sam all the attention he needed.
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Hi I hope you enjoyed this story as much as I enjoyed writing it- E

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