Long Wait (bakudeku)

Chapter 18

bakugou's pov (the thing u all have been waiting for is here) *not the end lol*

*6 hours ago* (when they were in front of the infirmary)

i ran out the school grounds leaving deku speechless. i guess he just hates me. doesn't he now.......?

i walked home not searching for deku for the first time. but what if i have found him? it doesn't matter. he hates me. he doesn't want to see me. he wanted to die because of me. he loved me but i pushed him away. i guess karma actually is a bitch. heh.....

when i reached home mom said, "welcome back brat!" but i didn't respond with a 'shut up' or 'stop screaming' this time. i went straight to my room.

mitsuki's pov

whoa........why didn't he respond? is it not katsuki? is it someone else?

i went to the doorway to see him coming inside with a gloomy face. well thats a rare thing. i have to say that.

i dont know if it was just my imagination or what....but i saw some tear stains on his cheeks when he passed me by. 

he did look weird today........

did something happen at school? did someone say something bad? but hey! its my son. i know he wont be upset over someone callling him names.......

so what is it? why does he look sad?

maybe i should check on him. i may be a hag of a mom but i still care about him. he is my son afterall. (i know i know. this is truly wholesome. 😄)

i followed him to see him going to his room and shutting the door. i came up to his door to ask him if he was okay, but when i tried to open the door, it was locked. no matter how many secrets he might have, he never locked the door. so....why now? 

something must be up. i need to see what is going on with him.

i asked him, "hey brat! ya need anything? ya hungry or what?"

he just said, "no thanks im fine. i will take something from the fridge when i need"

whoa......this is also a rare thing to hear. he never says no to my food. 

his voice also sounds kinda........sad? ..............heartbroken?

i asked him again, "hey brat....is something wrong? did something happen at school?"

he didn't answer for quite some time but......gave me an answer at last.

"no" was all he said. and after that he told me to leave him alone.

bakugou's pov

i need some time for myself. i want to be alone. so i shut my door and cried for a while (after mitsuki was gone he started crying)

i want to be with deku. but wanting to be with him will only make his condition worse. i saw what happened with him back there. he was having a flashback. he might have pthd. so i guess i have to leave him for his own good.......

but staying away from him after finding him....is hard. i want to hug him and tell him i love him. but.....i guess its not coming true.

i started crying by my window (the pic above). im alone without him.....

i am alone without deku.