Holding Onto Heaven

Chapter 5:Stuck On Stupid

Author's note: If you haven't watch Teen Wolf season 3 yet there are things that you won't understand in this chapter.And I found the image on internet, in case someone asks.

I woke up in a very good mood with the memories of last night on my mind. Although I disrespect my rule number one (to not have sex on the first date) I don't regret anything. It was amazing!
As I turned around in my bed I was expecting to see Peter by my side but he wasn't there. He must be in the kitchen,I thought. I stood up ,opened my drawer and put some clothes on. I went to the kitchen and living room but he wasn't there neither. And there were no noises in the bathroom.
I went back to my room to see if he has left a message but I haven't found anything. I sighed and fell on my messy bed. He left. Why? Was it just a one night thing for him? No! He probably has his reasons. It's ok. He's going to send me a text or call me soon...

A few hours later, after I took my shower and did some cleaning I sat on my sofa - yeah where we were making out last night- with my laptop on my knees. I read some texts and prepared the lessons for tomorrow. I took my phone in my hand wondering if I should text him or not. I am so weak, I thought. But I was getting inpatient and frustrated. I just don't understand! It seems to me that he appreciated last night with me. Not just the sex part but also the restaurant and all. He wouldn't left if there wasn't any problem.

"To Peter Hale:

Hey! I just wanted you to know that I had a very good night since I moved to Beacon Hills. You left this morning, I hope everything is fine.Looking forward to see you again x)"
I erased the message. Why should I be the one to send him a text first? Oh yeah I remember,because he left me without any warning! I've typed it again and sent it.

I waited all day for him to text me back but he never did.

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Two weeks have passed. I miss my family but I talk to my mother at least every day and I text Josh from time to time. I like my life here, in Beacon Hills. I am very settled in my job: my colleagues are nice and funny, especially one! I now know the name of my pupils, they're kind.Everything in my life is fine, except one thing...Peter. He hasn't texted me back or called me. In fact, I haven't seen him since the date... since we slept together. When I think about it, I just want to punch myself ! How could I be so stupid and naive? He just told me one or two sweet nothings and I jumped in his arms! I had known him for what? Barely three days and I actually thought that he was serious. Am I not smarter than that? It looks as if I'm not. It makes me angry and pissed! But now is not the time to think about it. I have to put the file Peter Hale aside and focus.

"Lydia can you answer to the third question please?" I asked to the red-headed girl who seemed to be daydreaming.
"Hum...Ok. The character of Charlie Marlow is fascinated by the sl..."

"Stiles be quiet please. People are trying to listen! Sorry Lydia, go on." I like that kid but his mouth never shut! Since the beginning of the class he keeps talking to Scott , mutters to himself and comments everything I say.

"Charlie Marlow is fascinated by the slaves during his trip because they..." I raised my hand to stop her once again because Stiles was really getting annoying. I bet he does it on purpose.

"Seriously Stiles, this is exasperating! Can't you just stop talking?"

"You're the one who should shut your mouth, bitch..." He muttered, but everybody heard him. And I heard it as well. There was a silence in the room. I looked at him schoked. It is the first time ever that a pupil insults me.

"What did you, what did you just said?" I asked quietly.

"Never mind..." ,he rolled his eyes.

"No, there's no "never mind"! Just tell me what you've said if you feel so brave!" I raised my voice a little bit.