His Past

The unraveling truths

  The bottle continued until it landed on Gulf." Truth or dare," asked Tul with a michevious smile." Truth i guess." Great let's start, where was the worst place you've had sex?"he said woth a prideful smirk." The car its to squishy,and I thought you would have a question the would torture me I guess not," he said leaning on Mew.
  Gulf spinned the bottle i landed on Max." Truth or dare,"" truth," he said quie confidently." Have you ever been in love?" Gulf asked making Max glare at him," no," he said bluntly making Tul roll his eyes, which everyone saw but Max. He spinned the bottle and ot landed on Tay," Truth or dare."" Dare since all you guys are so scared,"" ok I dare you to let New wax off you leg hair." Oii you bitch!!!"he said regretting picking dare. Tay really didn't want his hair waxed off." I pass," he said taking a shot. Tay then spins it lands on Tul." Truth or truth," "truth i guess,"he said kinda questioning his friend." Ih you had to make out with someone in this room who would it be?" Tay said smirking at Max who just glares at him." I wouldn't kiss Gulf because he scares me and he's for Mew, Tay and New just no. And the only single people here are Pavel and Max, I know someone who likes Pavel so I guess I would kiss Max." Tul said. Everyone just stared at Tul," what!?!"he's said." Oky so let me get this straight out of everyone here you would kiss Max." Gulf asked trying to reassure everything. Tul just nodded his head, Tul spined the bottle while everyone stared at Max who had a blank shocked expression." Max, Max, Maxie?!?"shouted Tul trying shaking Max by his shoulder." Labded on you truth or dare?"asked Tul,"dare." Max answer bluntly. "I  dare you to call your crush and ask him out,"Tul said smiling innocently." Shit." Tay and New said." Uhm I pass," he said taking  a shot." Aww your no fun," Tul said pouting poking put his bottom lip.*ring ring ring* Tul's phone rang,"hello hey!!!" Tul said as his eyes lit up," hey I'm in town I miss you can I come over?" Ask the person on the other line." Hell yeah, I miss you too ill send you the the address." Tul said hanging up starting to text .
???: Thx I'm coming now
                                      Tul: I have friends over bring the old gang
                                 ???: okay!!!
Tul looked up to see every one staring," dang stop staring," he said still smiling ready for his childhood friend to come." Tul who's coming over?" Max asked looking at him with slight annoyance." Oh just my childhood bestfriend and our old gang," he said not making any eye contact with Max which complete pissed him off." Well you didn't consider that w-knock knock knock Max was interrupted," there here iil get it!" Tul said jumping up excitedly while Tul rolled his eyes.
  While Tul was getting the door Pavel spoke," hey calm you crap the oblivious little shit doesn't know anything," Pavel said," yeah he just missed his bestfriend,"said gun not helping the case." But he's my bestfriend!!" Max said disappointed.
  They all looked at the door to see Tul hugging some tall stunning man with bushy eyebrows , a sharp jawline, a nice hoodie. Then he was tackled by 6 other individuals and they we laughing having there little reunion." Okay okay my friend are im the living room come on so I can introduce you guys." Tul said walking them over hold the bestfriends hand." Ok guy this is my bestfriend gang before I moved here,"tul said." These are my bestfriends Zee, Dome, Bright and his boyfriend win, oh thats kornchid we call him Nine tho and his boyfriend Joong, and singto." Tul said pointing to all of the members." Guys this is Mew and Gulf, Tay and New, Gun and Off, Pavel, and my bestfriend Max," tul said pointing to everyone.
  "Aww im not you bestfriend anymore," he's said grabbing his chest like his heart hurt." Oii of course you are I just have two now," tul said sincerely" whose you favorite?" Win asked earning a smack from Bright" shut up you idiot!" I dont have a favorite i grew up with Zee and Max  was here for me when I moved here" he answered fast before anyone got the wrong idea." Okay let play said Pavel, "scooch and make the circle bigger. Max sat next to Zee which really irked him." Just sit iny lap." Off said to Gun making him blush furiously
Aww everyone cooed, all the couples started sitting together which left Pavel, Singto, Dome, max ,Zee, and Tul." Let's play team so the left over singles pick a partner," Mew said, Dome picked Pavel," Max imma go with Zee this time", he's said settling into his seat next to him." Oh okay I guess its you and me Singto." I'll spin first." Tul said grabing the bottle. Everyone chant spin spin spin spin spin!!!
  Tul: truth or dare     Mew: truth
Tul: how long did it take for Gulf to accept you.    Mew: 1year and a half.  Mew: t or d
Tul: truth.  Mew: I'd you liked guys which person in this room would you date. The room had fill with silence." Uhm i pass" he stated taking a shot." Aww your no fun," he says and pouts." Oh how the tables have turned," Gulf said Tul gave him a look that said shut the fuck up. Tuls ears stat turning red and he got cooed at," Zee shut up before I tell saint to kick his ass," Tul threatened." Who's saint?" Questioned Pavel," Zee's boy friend" Tul stated bluntly." You....have a boyfriend where is he" Off asked with curiosity." Hes with a friend" zee said," why didn't you invite him the more the merrier"Tay said ." NO DONT!" Tul kinda yelled." Why not dude" asked Zee," well " he says looking up at mew." What is it Tul." Mew asked concerned." Lets just say that friend he's hanging with is not very close too you."he said ." Thats why I told Zee not to bring him to make sure  you didn't get upset" he said looking at Mew." And Max im not stupid I know your mad," Tul said," Do you know why I'm mad?" Asked Max  testing Tul." Not exactly why?" He questioned.
  " Tul i- I like you" Max said as everyone stay quiet." Well can't like me and I can't like you!" Tul said freaking out." W-why not?" Max said sadly," just because!!" Tul yelled," because of what!!!" He yelled back." Because I was RAped!" Tul yelled and immediately regretted it. Max didn't say anything, tears flowed down Tul's  face he took off upstairs into his room and locked the door. They could here stuff being thrown around like he was have a breakdown. No one talked util Zee broke the silence," the reason why me and Tul are so close is because I helps him. So years back at 12 years old Tul came out as pan I was over the happy for him he told his parents and the said male and female are meant to be not male and male. They threw him out and he came to stay with me for a while; later that year he got in touch with his cousin who he instantly clicked with and every month for a year straight me and Tul would go there and stay the night. But this one day we went there and me Tul and his older cousin stayed up late playing games. I went to the bathroom for only 5 minutes to come to see 13 year old Tul being pinned down I managed to fight the dude off but he had already hurt him. Tul had a boyfriend before this event his name was earth we called him earth p  and he was so scarred that he broke things off with him and he promised himself to never get with another male which meant he had went back into the closet he was confined to in the first place. When we talk on the phone he talks about how Off and Gun act like they hate eachothers guts but are madly in love and how cueze baby Gulf is when he's around Mew and how Pavel is one of the roughest people out there but is a total sweet heart and lastly how much he loves his bestfriend Max but can't allow himself to love more than that his past haunts him and he'll only end up hurt in the end."  Zee stated sadly by then everyone was in tears. Tul walked the the stairs in a hoodie so no one could see anything but his eyes and they were blood shot red," I'm going to Sammy's dont wait up I'll come back when I'm ready to talk, Zee come with me,' he said pull him out the door by his arm." How are you holding up Max?" Tay asked looking at his friend concerned." I feel like a shitty friend if I never would ask him his past wouldn't have been brought up," Max said blaming himself." Hey I've known Tul longer then you and I didn't even know all that so don't blame yourself for not knowing it will only hurt more," Dome said straight forward." Damn who would've thought je seemed so happy," Mew said grabbing Gulf hand." Sometime the happiest smiles hides the deepest secrets and the kindest heart has the most pain , you can't really tell what a person is going through." Gulf said." Well this is supposed to be a sleep over so let's just watch a movie until we fall asleep," Gun said grabbing the remote and turning to video prime." I'll go grab some extra blankets ." Max said heading toward the closet, he saw a box that said me and Max he grabbed it and the blankets and stated making the pallet and settled on it." Whats with the box?" Asked Tay," found it in the closet it say me and Max ," he said while everyone gathered in the circle. Max took off the lid to see pictures he hadn't seen in years,"wow," said Gulf he pulled out the necklace it had the moon on it. Max pulled out his wallet and build out his chain it had a sun in it. Tul had gave it to him years ago, he connect and read it," when were together my heart shines brighter", " aww so cute," Tay said. There were photo from there first carnival together and there was a letter qt the bottom it said to Tul." I can't believe he still has all this stuff,"Max said placing everything back in the box." Now if that not live i don't know what is," said Mew smiling.
                  Tul and Zee
  "Tul I understand your scared but you can't let your past control your life l can tell by the way you look at him talk about him and smile at him that you love him with all the love in your heart and he loves you so whats holding you back dont let your past choose who you love and how you love." Zee said as they reached Sammy's door." This is why your my bestfriend," Tul said hugging Zee and entering the house.