005~flashbacks

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then it hit me, a wave of realization. I went to elementary and middle school/was neighbourhood friends with all the children here from rich families. suna, the miya twins, sakusa, kita, bokuto, kuroo, akaashi, oikawa and more; i had known them all. all their names started to flood my mind. 

I remember going to the playgrounds after school to play with all of them. even though I was the shy type I was around them a lot, I liked to be around them. I felt loved, especially by Osamu Miya, he was my best friend and I could never forget him. we were all such good friends but then it all changed. we all left and continued with our lives. well...more like in my first year of middle school, my parents moved us to Miyagi Prefecture (out of the blue) no matter how many times I asked to stay or would cry my eyes out; they wouldn't listen to me. they just ignored me or acted like nothing was wrong at all.

my parents made me lose all connections with all my childhood friends. my parents told me to forget about them; I finished middle school, went to Aoba johsai and went off to university. Even though I saw them, they had forgotten about me. walking straight past me as if my existence was no longer there, I don't blame them, after all, I was always a background character and they were the popular kids. 

after school, there was the off chance where I would hear a familiar name but I never actually acknowledged it to be all these people here. all these memories started to come, everything was hitting like a tsunami, but I had to suppress all the emotional tension building up within me. I shrugged it off- I had to act normal, try and act like I didn't know them because they had probably forgotten about me already; so I guess I should do the same. 

when I walked downstairs I talked to many of the guests who thanked me for planning such a wonderful event. the whole time my eyes kept shifting toward suna, I mean who could blame me when the guy is so goddamn fine. after talking to many families, it seemed that they had forgotten me; but one key difference is that my surname hadn't been announced or talked about today.

everyone had addressed me as y/n instead of l/n, which most of them would've recognized me by because no one ever called me y/n when we were younger. with an exception of my family members and the Miya twins. 

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a/n: hi guys, I hope y'all are taking care of yourselves

make sure to drink your water, wear your masks and sleep well >3<

make sure to drink your water, wear your masks and sleep well >3<

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