Karina POV
"I did all of this"said Winter that still looking at me.With her none expression.
That is the first time in forever I saw that again.Like I thought she would never look at me like that anymore.
But I was wrong.Sure dummy.
"You?but why??"I asked as I pay more attention to her.
"I want to get rid of that guy out of our school"her cold voice said along with the wind.
"What is the point by kicking him out??"
"You....because of you"
I stunned when I heard she said that.
Everyone still stay quiet but not dare to leave.
"Why Winter?why it is because of me?"
"Give me a chance to explain it to you.Just both of us...please Karina"she then step toward and try to reach for my hand but I avoid it.
She look shocked because of what I did as she look at me.
Her eyes seems lost.
Somehow I felt hurt seeing this.
My heart hurt.
Very hurt.
But she crossed the line too much.
"I don't think we have anything else to say."
I take a deep breath and look at her beauty eyes that slowly become murky.
Did I really can do this?
Why it feels so hard
When it comes to you Winter?
"You know what,we can stop the acting things already.That girl didn't bother me anymore.Thank you for helping me.From now on,you don't have to do anything for me.Don't have to show yourself infront of me.Our deal is over.Thank you for the last time Winter"
After saying that I quickly leave as Jongin followed my step.We took a cab nearby and left.
"Karina...are you okay?"he said while looking at me with a worried face.
"I'm okay oppa...just a little bit tired today"I then turn to look outside the window.
Did I went too far?
But she should learnt that for her mistakes.
But why I still feel so hurt when I said that to her?
Winter POV
"I am so sorry Winter....if I didn't make any mistakes,it wouldn't turned up to be like this"Soobin said while looking at me.He seems to be so disappointed to himself.
I patted his shoulder and say
"It is no one faults...I asked for you guys to did it...so after all I am the one who is responsible to all of this"I said to them as Yeji ask me
"But are you okay?...I mean about her..."
"It is a lies if I say I am fine...but I already give her choices...it is up to her to listen or not..."
I look at them and smile a little bit
"But sadly....the answer for my love is no"
We stay quiet for a while when I broke the silence and say
"Well,it is getting late...we should go home now...see you guys"I said and left them....looking at me knowing I am gonna burst my tears.
I never cried infront of them but knowing me for 8 years,it seems so obvious that I can't afford it anymore in their eyes.
I slowly felt a warm liquid falling to my cheek as I walk step by step to my car.I quickly enter it to avoid anyone seeing me like this.It would be shame if anyone know a cold heart student like me cried just because of being rejected.
"Why you wouldn't hear for my explaination Karina!??!!"I stomp my steering wheel hardly and continue to cried.
I guess I have lost myself....
From now on
After 1 week
Karina POV
It's been 1 week I didn't see Winter.I tried to speak to Soobin and Ryujin but they keep avoiding me.I didn't talk to Yeji because I know she is busy with the musical club.Yesterday I went there to forfeit but I just saw Soobin.He seems to look more lame than usual.He didn't talk to much like he always do.
I wonder if it is because of me.After all they are still my friends.I admitted I was over that time but I can't control myself that still angry.Jongin is like a brother to me.Plus his parents did help us so much back then.
I just want to repaid what his parents did for us.That is why I am angry to Winter.
But yeah,it is too late.I said something that obviously hurt her.Without hearing her explaination sure to be so rude.
"Unnie are you okay?"asked Ningning who seems to noticed I have been spacing out for a while.
I nodded and look outside the window of my class.It is snowing right now.It show that winter already comes.
But how about the winter person that I know who is cold like ice?
How is she doing?
"Unnie,I think you should find Winter"said Giselle who is looking at me.
"Why?"
"Her fanclub update for today said that it's been 1 week they didn't see Winter come to school"Giselle said as she show me her laptop.
"I think you are the only one who can find her"
"But why me?"I said.
"Did you remembered she said that her reason behind the prank is you"said Ningning.
"I believe she is not a bad person unnie...you should have listen to her explaination after all"added her as she continue to play her phone.
Ningning is right.I should not just blame her without hearing the reason behind it.
"But where should I find her?"
"Why don't you ask her friends?"suggest Giselle
"But they won't talk to me tho"
"I mean Yeji...I heard that she is the only member that Winter always tell her secret...first"
That is why I haven't see Yeji for a while.Not only because she is busy but she is with Winter.
Alright.I will find you Winter.
I will hear your explaination.
I can't afford this feeling anymore.
This unknown feelings that kills me everytime you are not around.
Maybe you have the answer for me.
