My Secret Boyfriend

Wondering if she might tell about hin

'Cass-' I started.

'So this is why you were acting weird! Family plans my butt!' She said.

'Yes, But-'

'I thought I could trust you!' She said a little louder this time.

'Hear me out!'

'No!' She threw her hands in the air. 'I thought we were friends. I thought we told each other everything! And you!' She points at Zayn. 'have a girlfriend!'

'CASSIDY! Please!' I pleaded.

'No I don't want to hear it! I thought we didn't keep secrets from each other!' Tears start to blur my vision. 'I guess I was wrong. You lied to me. And I don't know if I can ever trust you again' She whispers.

'Don't leave. Please I'm sorry,' But she already ran away. I crumbled to the ground in a heap of sobs.

She might never talk to me again. We might never heal from this. We've never had a fight this bad.

'Love, it's going to be okay.' Zayn said lowering to the ground and rubbing my back. I shook my head quickly numerous times not trusting my voice.

'No it won't!' I choke out. 'I kept a secret from her! She doesn't trust me! And she's probably mad because you two had history' I shouted. I pushed him away and got up, running away. I'm going to talk to her.

'CASS! CASS!' I shouted running down the block. I run a sharp corner and trip. I fall on my knees but quickly recover. 'Cassidy where are you?!?' I sigh in defeat. I walk home sadly.

'O my god! Clara Are you okay?!!?' My mother asks as I walk into the house.

'Me and Cassidy got in a fight.' I say.

'Over what?' She asks curiously.

'Doesn't matter. But it's my birthday and I could have just lost my best friend. ' I jog upstairs and lock my bedroom door.

What if she tells?

The question wavers in my mind. This could ruin everything. Just because of how careless and stupid I was acting. I stuff my face into my pillow and scream loudly. A throbbing pain comes from my knees. I pull up my pant legs and my knees are all busted and cut up. As well as my hands. I clean up the blood off my knees and wash the dirt off my hands and then go to bed.

Tomorrow I will talk to Cass.

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'Hey Zayn.' I said walking up to him.

'Hey! Wanna meet one of my friends?' I nod. 'Okay this is Niall!' A blonde haired boy stuck his hand out to shake. I politely took it and smiled.

'Hi I'm Clara!' I say.

'Clara and I are just friends so you don't get the wrong idea. Clara your birthday was yesterday right?' I nod. 'Oh good I got you a present!' He hands me a blue box and inside is a necklace with a heart and it says 'I love you'

'O my god! I don't know what to say.'

'Well not to ruin this cute friend ship moment but how about thank you.' Niall buts in.

'Oh right Uh thank you Zayn!' He chuckles.

'Your welcome.' He smiles. 'I'll be right back to talk about math!' He walks away.

'Clara what's your last name?' Niall asks.

'Lawrence.' He nods. He leans in and whispers

'And don't think I don't know about you guys. The way you guys look at each other, so loving so genuine. Like you wouldn't have a care if the world was ending if you had each other. ' I smile.

'Wow that was deep man.' I laugh. 'promise you won't tell anyone.' He nods. 'Well. I have to go find someone.' I start searching for Cassidy. I spot her with some of her other friends.

'Cassidy!' I wave towards her.

'I don't want to talk to you Clara.' She turns her head away.

'Please!' I chase after her. 'Just talk to me!' She stops.

'You know I have a history with Zayn and you went right along and dated him. And didn't even tell me! I would have under stood if you have explained yourself.'

'I know. How can I make it up to you?' She thinks for a moment.

'Break up with him.' I drop my jaw in pure shock.

'What?' I ask in disbelief.

'You heard me. Break up with him,' She crosses her arms over her chest sassily.

'Your expecting me to choose between my best friend and my boyfriend.' I ask. She nods.

'If your really my friend, you'll understand my feelings and break up with him.'

'And if your really my friend you'd get past your feelings and understand that I'm happy. Legitimately happy. But no. It has to be about you. '

'Clara! Whatever. Have fun when everyone finds out.'

'You wouldn't.' I say trying to convince my self.

'But I would.' I huff and walk away.

That could've gone better.

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