Walls

5.2K 163 164
                                    

Hey! Sorry for the late update (kinda, I upload a lot hehe)! I was at a camp with some class mates but I'm back! So I'll try to make this a good chapter! Enjoy! This has a few spoilers but if you read the manga, you'll get it though. Sorry I made you kinda bipolar in this one. All the rage starts in the begining and gets more calm later but bare with me! Sorry! Consider this the Experiment Part 2 with a different name or something. Haha. Lets get on with this crazy, bipolar, ragey chapter!

"So I wanted to ask you," Ayato quietly spoke. "We need to do more experimenting on you. But before you say anything, I promise I won't let them hurt you."

You just stood there trying to register the words in your mind. 'What the fuck were they gonna do to you this time?'

Finally you said something. "Fine, I don't sare if they hurt me. I'm sure they don't hurt as much as the pain I go through." You said from being kinda pissed. "Why is it always me who has to get hurt. You want to knw why I was outside all alone, huh? Well my abusive parents through me out because I didn't fucking want to go to college. I've been alone ever since. It's so hard to froget the love you once had from your parents and to have it all fo away in one stupid fight. I wasn't worth raising. I don't mean anything to this world. All the good things put together can't fix the bad things that are happening to me. It fucking hasn't even been one month! What's the point of life then. I don't have anything anymore."

You didn't know where all this anger was coming from. Tears rolled down from your eyes. Ayato was suprisingly calm.

"It hurts Ayato. Do you know how it feels to be abandoned?"

He suddenly pushed you up against a wall.

You just stared up at his face and blushed. His thumb wiping the tears off your face. "Actually," Ayato spoke. "but thats a whole different story."

He then pulled you down from the wall. "I won't let anyone or anything hurt you. I can't promise you. But I will fight for you, as hard as a fucking can." You didn't know where this Ayato came from. "But stop crying. Things like that scare me."

You smiled a little.

....

Then you kissed him.

On the tip of your toes since you were a midget like 4'10".

He kissed back. It was soft. Not like a 'I'm gonna fuck you' kiss, but a 'I like you, or maybe even love you, but its to early to know' kiss.

You liked this ghoul. but how was he so different from the others?

And all of a sudden you collapsed. From the hunger.

"Y/N? Y/N!" you heard. Then blackness faded in.

------------

You woke up at Aogiri. And you sat yourself up.

"Shit. Not fucking again." You said sighing and falling down again.

"You threw up when we fed you human food." A voice said from the corner of the room.

"Ayato?"

"Haha nope. Eto" She walked out and smiled. "Your'e not normal. Like me. Look at your face. I can see it your eye."

"I'll leave you time to figure this out yourself. There is some food on the left of you. And coffee to the right. I'll leave you here." And she walked out of the room.

You were still hungry. So you picked up whatever food they gave you and ate it. You immediately spit it out. "Why the fuck can't I taste this normally? Why does all the food I regularly eat taste horrible."

'I can see it in your eye.'

'Look at your face.'

'Abnormal.'

'Like her'

"Oh my god." You said running to a mirror.

Your right eye. Was black. And red. Like a ghoul.

'No no no no no no no.' You thought to yourself.

"Eto!" You yelled.

She quietly skipped into the rrom. "Yes?"

"I'm like you, I'm a one eyed ghoul. Like you. What, what did you do to me?" You yelled.

"I didn't do anything, the doctor did this to you didn't they? They put some organs into you, you didn't know about." She said. "You can't blame me."

She handed you a cup of coffee. "Here. Your special." She smiled. "Plus that means no more experiments." She giggled. "I'll have Ayato help you hunt. All one-eyed ghouls must stay in Aogiri."

She then walked out of the room.

'How can she act like this is normal?' You thought. 'She's crazy'

How is the life as a ghoul? You never really did think about that.

"Some crazy shit your going through."

"Ayato." You said.

"Why is my life changing all at once? Everything is going downhill!" You yelled crying.

"Didn't I tell you to stop crying?" He asked sarcastically. How is he always so calm? He's never like this. You've seen him kill, fight.

"I'll teach you. How to be a ghoul."

Bench (Ayato Kirishima x Reader) DISCONTINUEDWhere stories live. Discover now