You woke up 12 PM. You were all sore when you woke up and your legs ached. You haven't changed your clothes since you arrived here. You either had your hospital dress or the clothes with a hole in it, or the clothes with blood stains which totally won't make you stand out from the crowd and make you suspicious. So you grabbed Ayato's clothes. All black to make you blend in. Long sleeved hoodie. His shirts were big on you although he was super skinny. You wore your regular shoes though. You'd look like a clown in his shoes.
You kinda felt sad not seeing Ayato besides you when you woke up. You weren't considered anything major in Aogiri so Ayato was taken away from you and you were in your room alone. Not that you were the only one in the building, but you did feel a little lonely not to see precious Ayato next to you.
Waking up to his body warmth just felt so nice. Natural. Something you've been missing out on all your life.
Troubled thoughts never really hurt you anymore. Aogiri, or Ayato did something to your life to alter the feeling you had before. You were, happier.
You truly did miss your family and parents, but they don't deserve to love you anymore. Plus, you were a ghoul now. They wouldn't except the fact you kill there kind. And if you were starving, you would but them in a danger of being killed. But a family was suppose to love each other for whatever reason.
Not yours.
You missed your pet dog, Ko-Inu which litterally means puppy. But you named her that and the name stuck.
A tear fell from your eyes and you wiped it away. And then they couldn't stop. Not making a noise though. It just ran from your eyes. You were still a little broken. When they stopped flowing. You decided to get rid of the tears and do something, to distract you.
So you jumped out the building and landed on yor feet. Your legs still did ache from what happened between you and Ayato. And you fell when you hit the ground because you couldn't move as fast and your legs didn't do any reflex thingy.
You weren't out to kill but to take a walk. You wanted to go to your house so badly but who knew if your parents whre there. You walked over and looked to see if there were any cars in the driveway
Nope.
So you decided to jump in through your window.
You had such a big room or maybe not but compared to your other one. You had so many pictures of stuff. Your room was girly. Just a quick visit. You grabbed some of your old clothes and your phone charge and took out a plastic bag.
You heard your Ko-Inu barking at the door. Growling. Did he notice that you changed? Did dogs even like ghouls? But he sounded crazy. You could imagine the violent he would have on.
You decided not to open the door for him. It could even be a danger. You picked up a plastic bag that said 'THANK YOU! PLEASE COME AGAIN!' on it. You shoved your stuff in and jumped out.
Your own dog didn't even like you anymore. Something made you laugh about that but truly it wasn't funny to you. He was so close to you. Not a single person in your family loved you.
And tears stained your cheeks. You tried not to think about your family but you couldn't help but miss them.
And you ran far away from the house. You couldn't let this memory go. But why?
You started walking and the tears stopped flowing. You mind got taken off of that when you got to the park. Blood stained floor and a the mess you have made. Children huddled up against there parents. Closing there eyes or there parents putting a hand over them.
You really didn't think much of. News and everything. And you continued to walk along.
But then something caught your eye. A poster.
It read:
MISSING CHILD
AGE 15
( a picture of you )
NAME: (your name)
Contact (799-234-1739)
Did your parents miss you? And anger came to you. You ripped the picture off and shoved it in your bag.
'Those bastards, why would they want me back after forcing me out of the house?' You thought.
And you looked at your wrists. 'And made me do this to myself.'
Your arms were all scarred up. The reason you wore long sleeves. You couldn't believe Ayato didn't see them while you were naked. THey were only on your arms. No where else. You counted them.
1..2..3......43 on your right and left arm. For a while you had been a cutter. Mostly because you were so lonely. You knew you never really had any friends. They were cruel anyway. What was the point of all this. Was life getting better? Or worse? It really didn't make sense.
CCG standing around the tape preventing people from looking in. News reporters on the side talking.
You were at the seen of the death so why would this intereast you. And you kept walking.
You decided to go down to explore the 4th Ward. Where you discovered a shop. HySy ArtMask Studio. And you walked inside. Checkerboard floor, and little half people manicans with masks on them.
"Hello?" You yelled.
You looked around. Lifting and looking at masks. You looked at a manican with a sheet on it. And you lifted the covers.
"boo,"
You right eye changed black and red and you froze up.
"One-eyed ghoul. Hm." The ghoul said. He had a lazy look. But he was very attractive.
"I've seen someone like you before. But that was a while back. Also a one-eyed ghoul." He said.
Your eyes turned back to normal. "So you sell masks?"
"M'hm, why are you here?" He asked.
"I was walking along and found this place. Anyways, I might need a mask." You replied while looking around.
"I'll take measurments. Come here."
He brought you to the corner of the room with a computer and the TV was on and measured your face.
"You look young. How old are you?" Uta asked.
"Eh, 15."
"What type of mask would you like?"
You paused.
"Ghoul attack left with bloody and gruesome gut pile. The insides of the unidentified man was left in the shape of a happy face."
"Gruesome." The ghoul spoke.
"Ehhh. That would be me." You said awkwardly.
"You can never underestimate young ghouls." He smiled. "I have an idea for your mask."
