{warning usage of alcohol}
your pov
i woke up and turned to my side hoping to see noah but i forgot he left. i don't know why though but i can't make him stay. i went on to instagram to repost edits and see what my friends are doing. but then i look at things i've been tagged at and every piece of my body felt numb, cold, hurt. i felt myself getting angry but then heartbroken at the same time. i saw a picture of millie and noah kissing it was everywhere. i wanted to punch him so hard. my question was is he really home or with millie? i felt like i was just kicked in the stomach all i could hear was white noise. i was so hurt i couldn't speak. i put a hoodie on and shorts and ran to noah's apartment. i start banging on the door. i was screaming, crying but it was all silent. i saw him. noah. "ellie let me explain pl- "NOAH YOUR SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE! I CANT BELIEVE YOU YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LIKED YOU! YOU HURT ME SO BAD NOAH! I FUCKING LOVED YOU. YOU KNOW THAT?" i scream on the top of my lungs "ELLIE I KNOW HOW BAD IT LOOKS BUT YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO ME." noah said crying "I DONT WANT TO LISTEN TO YOUR SOB STORY NOAH KEEP FUCKING MILLIE I WANT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE I CANT BE HURTING LIKE THIS." i yell and run off.
noah's pov
she found out. i knew she would but it hurt so bad i couldn't talk it. i grabbed vodka from the fridge and chugged the bottle down. i drank all the alcohol that i had in my house. it helps with the pain. i smoked a pack of cigarettes and just sat outside in the rain. the pain just slowly turned into numbness.
zoes pov
i heard ellie crying in her room and i was pretty sure i knew what it was about. the picture was everywhere i don't know what has gotten into noah he was so nice and sweet now i don't know what to think. "ellie, i'll go talk to him. it's going to be okay." i say hugging her she looks at me with sad eyes and i just know this noah kid is gonna get is ass beat. i go up to his apartment and bang on the door "wwhatt!" i hear noah say "open the fucking door asshole." i scream "the fffuck yyou want." he says i look at him and i don't recognize him he looks hurt, scared, drunk, gross "you better explain to me why my best friend is looking at pictures of you kissing millie." i say firmly "lllistennn iiii i promise itt wasn't rrreal." he says slurring his words out "the fuck you mean it wasn't real there's proof dumbass." i say "yyess buttt wwe weren't kkkissing iiittt wass a trap ssso ellllie would break uuup with me." he says i was so confused but i see noah and he looks like he's going to fall over and he passes out. i drag him inside and throw him in the couch. i look around and see blood on a beer bottle and probably tons of empty bottles of alcohol. he wasn't doing well i don't think it was his fault but i have to stay on ellie's side im going to figure out what happened.
