i woke up this morning got dressed and did all that shit. today i was feeling good. it's been months since i've felt this good.
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after reading my comments i just layer around i was really tired and didn't want to do anything but out of the blue noah texted me.
noah. be there at 7 be ready.
you i thing you have the wrong person
noah. nope. read 5:34
i was really confused why would he send that? what did he want? i waited around for a couple hours and then it was 7. my stomach was twisting and turning i was nervous. then i heard his car honk. i open the door and see him waiting in his car. "hey." he says "hi?" i say confused "just get in the car." he says i sit in the front and just pick at my nails i didn't want to talk because it was already awkward enough. i didn't know where i was going and i didn't have the energy to ask. "i've always loved you ellie." noah says i don't respond though. "i just wanted to tell you that before it's too late." he says i was really confused what did he mean? we pulled up to a field it was really pretty i got out and just looked at him i could see the tears in his eyes. "noah are you okay?" i say concerned "i dont know." he says about to cry i've never seen noah like this. i mean his life is perfect why is he so upset. i lean in towards him and hug him tight i missed him, even though i hate to admit it. his head was buried into my chest. i started to feel my shirt get wet and i knew he was crying. "noah..?" i say nervously he just hugs me tighter. he finally pulls away "ellie i love you so much." noah said i look at him and use my thumbs to clean up his tears then i finally lean in. our lips connect and it feels like i'm safe. i truly did miss noah. then i start to tear up i pull away and hug him. we sit down my head on his lap and i'm playing with his rings on his fingers. "i miss you." i finally speak "i'm really glad to hear that." he says
i know this is fucking short but there more chapters coming so!!
